kaizhun

LIFE FUCKING SUCKS

2011-09-16T16:38:00.002+08:00

I think i gonna get depression sooner or later.
Seems like god has taken everything away from me.
Girl Friend don't have.
Friends don't have.
Good Friends don't have.
Best Friends don't have.
Physical Health not so good.
NOW, GRADE ALSO GONE.
WHAT IS THIS.
WHY AM I LIVING SO HARD.
HEALTH AND EFFORTS HAD PUT INTO THIS PROJECT AND ALL I GET IS THIS.
THOSE WHO CAME LATE FOR SCHOOL EVERYDAY, GET HELP FROM ME, CAN GET HIGHER GRADE THAN ME.
AND ALL I CAN IS To accept my grade and i can't do anything about it.
I feel like I will die anytime soon.
Mr. IHP SUPERVISOR, FUCK YOU FOR BEING BIAS, FUCK YOU FOR GIVING THIS GRADE WHEN YOU ARE OVERSEAS AND DIDN'T SEE HOW HARD I AM WORKING ON IT, AND FUCK THE SCHOOL FOR NOT PROVIDING EVERYTHING THAT A STUDENT NEEDS. FUCK.

2010-07-12T01:01:00.002+08:00

I FIND SCHOOL SOOO UNFAIR. SCHOOL WORK IS SOOO UNFAIR. SO YOU THINK EVERYONE IS DEPENDING ON YOU FOR OOAD AND YOU FIND IT FRUSTRATING. YAH, I DUN KNOW HOW TO DO OOAD AND I AM ASKING FOR HELP, SO YOU THINK 4 OF US SO CALLED DEPEND ON YOU. WELL THINK ABOUT IT, 5 OF YOU ALL KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT DB QUERIES, DO YOU THINK THAT I AM NOT FUCKING FRUSTRATED, IN THE END I HELPED WITHOUT ANY COMPLAINTS, SO WAD IS THIS.

2010-02-20T02:10:00.002+08:00

BLOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR is dead, so i'm here to update some things, actually just updating the songs i have here.
NEW CHINESE SONGS
like finally
by rainie yang and show luo.
why i have those nice song, because i watch hai pai tian xin, which is hi my sweetheart. a taiwan drama.
nice, u all should go watch too. haha. so there's the song.
first song is Yu Ai (雨爱) by rainie yang
second is Sheng Li Shi Zhong(生理时钟) by show luo
third is Ni Ming De Hao You(匿名的好友) by rainie yang
fourth is Ai Feng Tou(爱风头) by show luo
and last is Ai Bu Dan Xing(爱不单行) by show luo.
so wan to find the song, go www.baidu.com
or get from me. yeah. seeya

2010-01-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE, everyone? really? is there anyone reading my blog, "NAH" i guess
well nvm, whether there's people reading or not, i just gonna post.
what with all the new resolution man. haha, i dun rmb i did some new year resolution
well maybe this time.
this year new year resolution for 2010:
1st work hard and get into GL for sports camp.
2nd exercise more to cut away fats
3rd gpa more than last sem
4th maybe get a chio bu girlfriend. wahaha( crap)
5th promote to 2nd year
i think for now i cant think of anything, well tats it.
have a great year ahead. all the best my friend.=)

2009-12-30T19:14:00.002+08:00

its been so long that i came back to update my blog, haha
ok, i'm here to blog about the pre-camp we had on 28 dec
it is fun to be helpers, although we had to do all those sai kang( shitty stuff),
overall its still very fun. i can say it is more fun than GLs.
1st day of camp, went to school at 8.30am, had some icebreaker games for the helpers.
than we proceed to setting up our stations, qc and me got this station called triangle balloon.
participant have to "build" a boomerang with 4 ice cream sticks, and then they are given a pin to tape on top of the boomerang and then shoot the balloons that were pasted on the wall with the boomerang.
so groups by groups came and played and then we ended the games.
time for lunch.
after lunch, we were group by the chief helpers to get ready for the next station.
group with weixun, stanley, yihan, and a girl i dun really noe her name.
our station is passing water 1 by 1 using a cup with their mouth.
and our station is the wettest station, why, because we got alot of pails, and i we need to refil the pails.
and then if we have enough water, we will just use the pail of water to pour on them. real fun.
but too bad, these games are not included in the real camp.
ok. i skip to the night walk. done all the night walk stuff after the water games.
and then prepare for night walk, i m the white ghost btw.
had a make-up done by miss tang.
and then time for us to scare people.
night walk is also successful. but not much people got scared.
after that. waited for debrief.
while waiting we were crapping at canteen. we were laughing and then suddenly from behind we heard some auntie shouting.
she said so late already still talk so loud, laugh, all those shit. and the she called police.
nathan went there to settle. and after debrief. we went to bathe and sleep.
2nd day,
wake up to clean stuff.
briefing for the station games again.
then went for breakfast.
then prepare for station games.
after station games went to clean up classroom.
then went to ava to watch skits and then break camp.
went limbang to eat and the home sweet home.

2009-12-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

Today gonna post on something,
Some what i feel that i should have appeal to some other courses, poly life in this kind of class = sucks
yah, pple, from my class, if you get to see my blog post, yah, tell you, is like shit..
most to most i can say tyson and yongming is better..
maybe 4-5 ppl are neutral
with friends tat dun help each other..
with someone tat so in love
politics here and there..
well, trying to score well in studies is reasonable, but obsess in winning others = siao liao
i also help you out with your works, why cant you?
i tot friends are meant to help each other?
unless from the start you doesnt treat us as friends
"must win him, must win her, must win everybody" is tat what you always thinking?
haiz..
ha!, this is my blog, so i can say whatever i want, dun like it, dun like me, then f off

2009-11-24T23:16:00.007+08:00

So after so long of "maintenance" i put my blog back here again, actually is not maintenance, but is because i lazy to upload or update my post.
ok, today i will post smth, and tat is the gradnite 09, haha
great that everything went ok, help out for the gradnite, and witnessed how 09 students graduate.
looks so happy rite, haha, our time is also the same.
Intercontinental hotel, hmm, smaller than ours, but still a nice hotel. took photos with quite alot of people ..haha, here's the photos, chao outside

chao outside

me, jianlun, nathan and miss thng

mr malek

me and gladys

me and rachel

jieheng and me

me and felicia

jiaxuan and me

me and guanhui

me and jocelyn

me and melissa

ah lian and me

i rike this

me and zelia

me and ysabel

emilia and me

me and belicia

merlin and me

angeline and me

isabel and me

2009-10-16T02:56:00.002+08:00

Ok here to blog smth using my phone Wahaha..
Ask you guys.. do you all have regrets in your life..
Well I guess I have..quite a lot of regrets..
I still rmb tat I told Gabrielle tat I wun regret in anything..
Well tats the time when both of us are together..
Wad regrets I have?
First, hurting a girl name starts with "A" during sec 2, too stupid
Second, same as first but diff girl..well now both of them have bf le..
Third, maybe this friend of mine..during sec 2..we used to play a game called maple
because he hacked my acc I broke our friendship with him..
which lead him become a bad person..well, those type dun do hmk..pon sch
and in the end he went ITE..should have forgive him back then right..haha.
Fourth, regretting not paying attention during English period..now I m not in the course I wan
just 1 point higher than needed to get in..and its because of English..I can't get in..totally upset..
But now is the time we can make choices..
Choices you make that can make you living with no regrets.. so make your choice right :)
Tats all I can say here..ciao

2009-10-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

friends = friends
enemy can become friends
dun wan friends become enemy

2009-10-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

Well..I noe this gonna be disgusting..but too bad..I wan to post about my "lost" tooth
Actually is not drop off..but its being pluck off..why..cuz tis wisdom tooth is giving me trouble
So I have no choice and go find dentist to pluck it off..at first I was quite scare..but then its not so pain when
The dentist pluck off the teeth..why?..because he inject the anesthetic into my gum..and within a few min
my wisdom tooth is being pluck off..for now I have pain..and a bit headache..hope it recover fast..
Btw..to pluck off tis teeth..cost me 90bucks..sian..Kk..ciao

2009-09-29T02:48:00.001+08:00

finally bought my new phone le, sat night i bought it, yeah HTC MAGIC, haha, at first i wanted to get Iphone, but becuz i heard i phone boom ba before, so decided not to risk buying it, yeah, HTC MAGIC, erm, quite user friendly as i tried htc phone b4, but not own it la, this is the first one, haha.. yeah, same as the pic also, white colour becuz no more black, haha.. happy sia, kk, sign off

2009-09-01T01:55:00.005+08:00

OH, so teacher's day celebration has ended,
well, yesterday, woke up early in the morning to go back to KSS
as dorothy smsed us, told us tat we have to meet at the school by 7.30am, to do smth for the teachers.
so yah, woke up early loh.. hahah.
so when we reached school, delay here and there, went to library to start cutting, drawing/ writing on the paper,
we did the thing for damn long, almost miss the performance
gave all the cards to individual teachers, shall i name them, hmm, ok ba
Mr.Ashley Tan, Mr. Ong, Mr. Shasi, Mr. Malek, Mr.Chua, Mr. Low, Mr.Zanial, Mr. Foo, Miss Lai, Miss Lim Lay Yong, Miss Lim Lek Li, Miss Ho, Miss Karen Wong, Miss Janne Low, Miss Tan Bee Lian, Miss Zarina, Miss Thng, Miss Foo, Miss Losiny, Miss Wong, Miss Kho, MDM, Mdm Normala,Mdm Mah, Mdm Teo, Mrs Chan
yeap, yesterday nvr saw birdy, but saw Jocelyn, Felicia, Deborah, erm yeah
after tat went lot 1 eat long john, then headed back home,
left side shoulder pain, swollen abit, due to the work i done on sunday, haiz.
HAHA.. miss S, i want see you again

2009-08-29T23:54:00.001+08:00

All i wish is for you to recognize me, well, guess this wish will never be granted, HA!

2009-08-29T01:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO SIMLIN!!
well tats her birthday ytd
suppose to meet her but she's tired after her training
well, i have to find some other day to meet her up, as doreen cannot make it, because next week she's going overseas
hmm, how leh?
kk gonna complete the stuff tat i need to complete
i still owe someone something tat i haven complete yet, sian
all the belated birthday present
HA!.. well then, i m off here
(ps: weizhi, here's the spacing)

2009-08-23T02:51:00.004+08:00

Some jokes are quite dirty, i just find it funny, so, yah, have a good laugh..

JOKE1

A redneck is at DMV.
[DMV Worker] Name, please?
[Man] Steve Austin.

[DMV Worker] S*x?
[Man] Yes. Three to five times a week.

[DMV Worker] No, no… I mean, male or female?
[Man] Both male and female. And, sometimes with camel.

[DMV Worker] Holy cow!
[Man] Yes, I did one time with a cow, too.

[DMV Worker] But isn ´ t that hostile?
[Man] Horse style, doggy style, any style!

[DMV Worker] Oh dear!
[Man] No, no! ….. No Deer…….. Deer run too fast!

JOKE2

A professor is giving a lecture at a university, the subject – supernatural. Then, he asks his audience: “How many people here believe in after-life and ghosts?” About 45 students raise their hands.

“Well, out of those of you who believe in ghosts, do any of you’ve ever seen a ghost?” About 20 students raise their hands.

“Interesting. Has anyone here ever talked to a ghost?” 15 students raise their hands.

“That’s a great response.” “Has anyone here ever touched a ghost?” 2 students raise their hands.

“Very very interesting” “But let me ask you my last question … Have any of you ever made love to a ghost?” the professor asks jokingly.

However, One redneck student who sits way in the back raises his hand. The professor is shocked. He takes off his glasses, and says,

“Son, all the years I’ve been giving this lecture, no one has ever claimed to have slept with a ghost. Please come up here and tell us about your experience.”

The redneck student complies with a nod, and begins to make his way up to the podium.

The professor says, “Well, tell us what it’s like to have sex with a ghost.”

The student replies, “Ghost?? Sh**it. No, no. From baaaack there it sounded like you said ‘goats!’”.

JOKE3

A crowded city at a busy bus stop, a beautiful blonde young woman wearing a tight leather skirt was waiting for a bus. As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus.

Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg.

She tried to again take the step, only to discover that she couldn’t. So, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more.

After that, much to her embarrassment she still could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more. About this time, a large guy who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of the bus.

She went furious and turned to the man and screeched, “How dare you touch my body! I don’t even know who you are!”

The guy smiled and drawled, “Well, ma’am, normally I would agree with you, but after you unzipped my fly three times, I kind’a figured we were friends.”

JOKE4

The kindergarten kids were now in the first grade. Their teacher wanted them to use more grown up words and sentences when they speak since they were no longer in kindergarten. She told them to use grown up words instead of baby words. She then asked them to tell her what they did during the summer.

The first little one said he went to see his “Nana”.

The teacher said, “No, No, you went to see your grandmother.” Use the grown up word.

The next little one said she went for a trip on a “cha-cha. ”

The teacher again said, “No, No, you went on a trip on a train.” That’s the grown up word.

Then the teacher asked the third little one what he did during the summer. He proudly stated that he read a book. The teacher asked what book he had read.

He puffed out his chest and in a very adult way replied
“Winnie the Shit.”

JOKE5

A married couple was in a terrible accident where the woman’s face was severely burned. The doctor told the husband that they couldn’t graft any skin from her body because she was too skinny. So the husband offered to donate some of his own skin.However, the only skin on his body that the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from his buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the woman’s new beauty. She looked more beautiful than she ever had before! All her friends and relatives just went on and on about her youthful beauty!One day, she was alone with her husband, and she was overcome with emotion at his sacrifice. She said, “Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. There is no way I could ever repay you.”“My darling,” he replied, “I get all the thanks I need every time I see your mother kiss you on the cheek.”

JOKE6

A guy was sunbathing in the nude on the beach. He saw a little girl coming towards him, so he covered himself with the newspaper he was reading. The girl came up to him and asked “What do you have under the newspaper, mister?”

“Nothing. Just a stupid bird,” the guy replied. The little girl walked away and the guy fell asleep.

When he woke up, he was in a hospital in tremendous pain. When the Police asked him what happened, the guy replied, “I don’t know. I was lying on the beach, this girl asked me about my privates, and the next thing I know is I’m here.”

Police went back to the beach, found the girl, and asked her “What did you do to that naked fellow?”

After a little pause, the girl replied, “To him? Nothing. I was playing with the bird and it spit on me, so I broke its neck, cracked its eggs, and set its nest on fire.”

JOKE7

Little Johnny returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic.
“Why?” asks the father.

“The teacher asked: ‘How much is 2 x 3?’” says Little Johnny, “And I said ‘6′.”

“But that’s right!”

“Then she asked me: ‘How much is 3 x 2?’”

“What’s the f**king difference?” asks the father.

“That’s what I said…”

JOKE8

A story from the Japanese Embassy in US:

Prime Minister Mori was given some basic English conversation training before he visits Washington and meets with President Bill Clinton. The adviser told Mori ” Prime Minister, when you shake hand with President Clinton, please say 2 sentences in English. First ,’how are you’. Then Mr Clinton should say “I am fine, and you ?” Now you should say ‘me too’.

Afterwards we, translators, will do all the work for you. It looks quit simple, but the truth is ….

When Mori met Clinton, he mistakenly said “Who Are You?”. Mr Clinton was a bit shocked but still managed to react with humor :
“Well, I am Hilary’s husband, ha ha…”

Then Mori replied confidently “Me too, ha ha ha..”

Then there was a long silent moment in the meeting room.

JOKE9

Construction worker on the 5th floor of a building needed a handsaw. So he spots another worker on the ground floor and yells down to him, but he can’t hear him. So the worker on the 5th floor tries sign language.

He pointed to his eye meaning “I”, pointed to his knee meaning “need”, then moved his hand back and forth in a hand saw motion. The man on the ground floor smiles and nods his head. And then, he pulls down his pants, whips out his chop and starts masturbating.

The worker on 5th floor gets so pissed off he runs down to the ground floor and says, “What the f**k is your problem!!! I said I needed a hand saw!”. The other guy says,
“I knew that! I was just trying to tell you – I’m coming!”

JOKE10

In the middle of the night, middle of nowhere, two cars both slightly cross over the white line in the center of the road. They collide and a fair amount of damage is done, although neither is hurt. It’s impossible to assess blame for the accident on either however.

They both get out. One is a doctor, one is a lawyer. The lawyer calls the police on his car phone; they’ll be there in 20 minutes.

It’s cold and damp, and both men are shaken up. The lawyer offers the doctor a drink of brandy from his hip flask, the doctor accepts drinks and hands it back to the lawyer, who puts it away.

“Aren’t you going to have a drink?” the doctor says.

“AFTER the police get here” replies the lawyer.

JOKE11

A couple goes to an art gallery. They find a picture of a naked woman with only her privates covered with leaves. The wife doesn’t like it and moves on but the husband keeps looking.

The wife asks, “What are you waiting for?”

The husband replies, “Strong Wind”.

JOKE12

A boy was meeting his girlfriend’s parents for the first time for dinner. After dinner, his girlfriend and her mother left the room to do the dishes, leaving him with the father and the dog named Duke, who was sitting underneath the boy’s chair. Unfortunately, it was a large dinner and he really had to fart. He stealthily let out a quiet, but audible, fart.

“Duke!” the dad yelled.

“This is great!” the boy thought. “He thinks the dog is farting!” So he let out another one.

“Duke!” the father barked. The boy thought he was home free so he let everything out at once in a really loud and smelly fart.

“Duke! Get out of there before the boy shits on you!”

JOKE13

One day a little girl came running into her house yelling, “Mommy, I got five dollars!”

The mother was curious, so she asked her child where she got the five dollars from.

The little girl replied, ”Tommy down the street gave me five dollars for doing cartwheel while he sat in the tree.

The mother told her daughter,
“Don’t you know that Tommy is just trying to see your panties?”

”OOOOhhhh” said the little girl.

The next day the little girl came running into the house yelling, “Mommy, I got ten dollars. The mother asked, “Where did you get the ten dollars from?”

The little girl replied, “Tommy down the street gave me ten dollars for doing a cartwheel while he sat up in the tree and laughed.”

The mother replied, “Didn’t I tell you that he is…”

Before the mother could finish, the little girl said, ”Wait Mommy. I tricked him, I didn’t wear any panties today.”

JOKE14

A little kid walks into a city bus and sits right behind the driver and starts yelling, ”If my dad was a bull and my mom a cow I’d be a little bull.”

The driver starts getting mad at the noisy kid, who continues with, ”If my dad was an elephant and my mom a girl elephant I would be a little elephant.”

The kid goes on with several animals until the bus driver gets angry and yells at the kid, ”What if your dad was gay and your mom was a prostitute?!”

The kid smiles and says, ”I would be a bus driver!”

JOKE15

One afternoon, a rich man was riding in the back of his limousine when he noticed a man was eating grass by the road side. He ordered his driver to stop and he got out to investigate. “Why are you eating grass?” he asked the man.

“I don’t have any money for food so I am eating grass,” the poor man replied.

“Oh, come along with me then,” said the rich man.

“But sir, I have a wife with two children!”

“Bring them as well,” said the rich man.

So, the poor man got into his car and expressed his gratitude, “Sir, you are too kind. Thank you for taking us with you.”

The rich man replied, “No problem, my friend. The grass at my place is about three feet tall and I could use your help!”

2009-08-09T01:47:00.007+08:00

oh well, here's a little update for my day, ok, now is 2.54 pm, i will blog about fri and sat yah, hmm, fri we need to hand up our FSP assignment, which is our programming assignment, have been doing tat for 1-2 weeks, damn fed up with the programming, the teacher dun wan teach properly, keep calling us to try ourselves, other classes like FI or other MBS classes their teacher helped them, but you, mr victor lum, wad u do? my module totally sucks with stupid lecturer, BS, FSP, IMA, FP, why all guys lecturer, the module tat i think i can pass is only COS loh, tats the module i can understand, and lucky IMA dun have exam this time round, FP is a sure pass, cuz this module is no use one, BS sucks, during secondary school, i love maths alot, once this bloody BS lecturer teach, i started to hate maths alot, programming, HAIZ, why programming also have test, why my english O level get D7, why i didnt continue Boys brigade or maybe joined basketball during sec 2, why i didnt retake e.maths to get an A1 or A2, when i m able to get b3 during sec 4 o level, why i cant get A2 for humanities, if i really did those 'why' i am able to get into MULTIMEDIA ANIMATION, why, is it the matter of choice? till now, i m still thinking and so sad about not getting into MMA, i am thinking to quit MBS to join MMA, but i dun wan to waste another year already, i had 5 years in secondary school life, and if i really quit MBS and join MMA, i will be wasting another year, which means i have 4 years in poly life, and i dun want, cuz i will be lagging behind alot, plus i maybe have to go NS during the last year of poly, so i have to stay in this shitty course which is MBS, i tot it would be fun to create mobile application, and now, the module, only 1 tat teaches us to do mobile application, did i say mobile application, yeah, and its some shitty application for some stupid PDA, *roll eyes* PDA, i tot its for IPHONE or smth, and the program sucks, do so dull, so not user friendly, teacher teach like shit, why, cuz he's an indian man, and his accent is like so not understandable, like when he pronounce attendance, it became attenand, sian, i hope next semester we have all the good teacher for our module, not only next sem, throughout the whole POLY life.
finally CATS had finish, FSP assignment alr handed up, now is for me to understand the programming, IMA assignment to finish by friday, and start studying BS and COS, and then looks towards our holiday and maybe teacher's day.. to all taking exams, pls study hard, and and and pls do take care of ur health, drink more water, dun get sick,
to doreen aka rock: pls really take care huh, i wish alr granted liao, so u wun get flu again yah:)
to rachel aka birdy: u just recovered from ur sickness, but still, u have to drink more water yah.
simlin: heard tat u have sore throat, and want to eat ur tom yam, haha, but do take care, well i only can say, work hard, and drink more water, haze is getting stronger, so if dun take care, u might get sore throat again, yeah, i hope not,
to everyone: wad i said applies to all of u, yeah, and this is part of my bdae wish, wishing everyone i noe, to stay healthy, stay H1N1 free, stay doctor free, yeah:)
ytd, i saw alicia cheang, at yewtee koufu, lol, she was queuing behind my mum, and then she look up and saw me, i hi to her, then went back to my sit, and i saw she talked to my mum, then when my mum came back, she asked the girl ur friend ar, i say can say so, then my mum say just now she ask me tat guy which is me, is ur son ar, haha, then my mum say she just sec 3 nia, like obvious i noe she's sec 3, haha, i dun really noe alicia, didnt talk before leh, counted as friend? haha.. not sure, well, all kranjian are 1 family, so i think we are friends...HAHA.. kk, end here, below the picture is the moon, its nice, but too bad, normal camera cant take good photos of a moon, the picture will goes like this:

2009-08-03T00:34:00.004+08:00

OK, my day just end when the clock hit 12am, lastly, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME! haha, likka dumb sia,
ok, ytd is my birthday, so happy to have so many smses from you guys,
firstly i want to thanks those who sms/msn me and rmb my birthday:

From KSS/ExKSS:
Rachel kwa aka birdy,
Deborah aka ah lian,
Samuel,
Gina,
Lim Zhen,
Dorothy,
Jocelyn Yeoh aka Shorthand,
Melissa,
Doreen aka Rock,
Cheryl,
Gabrielle,
JianLun,
Weizhi,
Emily,
Adeline,
ZhanHui,
Kelsen,
Taiyi,
Chunyang,
Dickson,
Izkanda,
May,
Naomi

From NP/NP ICT:
Kelsen,
Rowena,
QiuXuan aka dumb dumb,
Lindi,
Jocelyn Ng,
Cherry,
SzeLi,
Redzuan,
Aqilah,
Gavin,
Felix,
SuiHang,
Tia,
YinBao,
JunJie,
Atiqah

From Primary School:
PangChing
Dunno one:
JunHao(i dun really noe who is he)

i wan to thanks Kss Sec5 friends for bombing me with bomb bags, and came my house specially to celebrate my birthday:)
those who came are, Shane, KJ, Dorothy, Samuel, Gina, Irvin, Emily(vin's gf), Weizhi, Yanzhi, Yanling, Jeremiah, YunXiang, QingCheng, Emily, Dickson, Cheryl.
thanks for the day, i appreciate those things u all did, i m happy:) and i will be continue to be happy, PS to yanzhi: i m not emo kid anymore lah, haha:)
OK, i m going to end here soon, hehe, thanks all of u, hope i didnt miss u all out.

I wan to thanks those pple who gave me present, i really appreciate, haha,
thanks deborah aka ah lian for the card holder and the card you gave me,
thanks yunxiang for the pen,
thanks weizhi for the belt,
thanks yanzhi for the emo soft toy,
thanks gabrielle for the picture you make.
thanks kelsen and rowena for the t-shirt.
thanks jocelyn for the card u made, classmate for 3 years, friends forever, haha..
thanks every single one of u, really shocked that melissa and jocelyn aka shorthand rmb my bdae, haha, why, becuz we didnt really talk that much, and you 2 are not those into facebook, and you 2 did sms me haha, so happy:)
and as for gabrielle and doreen, haha, play with my feelings sia, wan to wait till last min then wish me, haha, but i m so happy that both of u still rmb my bdae:), too bad to gabrielle, who call u to online, i ruined ur plan,WAHAHA!!!
but i m a little bit sad tat she didnt msg me, haha, a girl name with 6 letters, haha.. well, maybe we are really not tat close, plus her bdae is after mine, so she wun even rmb mine, haha.. but i will rmb hers, if she really msg me, wah!, i think i'll be the happiest guy in the world.Wahaha.. but nvm, its over loh, so lets move on to the pictures.. :):)

2009-07-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

days and time pass by, and we have not been talking to each other alr, and during these days, i had slowly, slowly to forget about you alr, but not forgetting you as a friend, haha, friday gonna wear formal with my friends, why, cuz my day is coming, for tat case, i told them to wear formal, i wan to see tyson and yongming wear formal, and we these few friends, kelsen, tyson, yongming and weisiong, can take photo together:), so wanted for tat day to come man, haha, formal day!, i really hope they will really wear and not disappoint me though. haha.. kk end here.once again, happy birthday doreen!

2009-07-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DOREEN!, 17 AGAIN,lol ... kk, just being lame here, copying the movie 17 again.. kk, DOREEN the busy lady, haha, you should takecare of urself well, k, dun work till too hard, today is ur day, so enjoy your day, and and, may ur wish come true, haha, 5 more days will be mine..haha..

2009-07-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

eclipse! damn singapore, at this time rain, wanted to see eclipse in sg but it rain!!, damn u, haha
talk abt eclipse, smtime i feel tat my life is almost the same as eclipse, my path is so bright for me, and yet there's alws smth blocking my light, and my life turn into darkness, why must it alws happening to me, to see sm1 i love being close to another, and well tat one have gf and then still so close to another, like touching her face, ..ha! why cant i live my life happily without having much tot abt this. i just hope the darkness may just go off and i can see the path of light again, lets hope

2009-07-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

girl's words are never to be trusted..LOL

2009-07-12T00:30:00.008+08:00

finally after sooo long, i am back here to post somethings, it has been a tiring week for me, becuz of sleeping late at night, and waking up early in the morning. why sleep late at night, becuz i m playing game, currently went back playing maple. LOL.. and also playing sims 3, haha.. ok.. i cut my hair also, yah, now my fringe is quite short. or can say is not longer than last time one, haha nvm, done my reflection on CATS using ascii table, hahaha .. bet the teacher will do till siao.. hohoho.. hmm, after so many days, and maybe weeks, even though you and me didnt talked much alr, but i still cant forget, hmm, trying to be bad guy, but maybe i cant do tat to a girl?, tat day u call me to come down, i'm not tat willing to get down, but when u say u're sad, i immediately stop wad i m doing and get down to find you, just dunno why, haha, hope u succeed in everything u do, that will be part of my birthday wish too(still have few weeks to go).. haha..
and everything i do, i'll do it for you=) [(51)(69)(75)(58)(75)(61)(6E)] [(49)] [(73)(74)(6C)(6C)] [(6C)(6F)(76)(65)] [(79)(6F)(76)] find this using ascii table, by hex, if u noe how to reading the ascii table =)
below are some photos tat i wanted to post up, but i m lazy to do it so, yah

6th may, sam birthday

the moon

even the aircon can smile, why cant we?

during jocelyn birthday, and tats kelsen mouth

29 of may, jocelyn birthday

went out with miah and he wan to find guitar for friend, this is the cheapest and good

heart shape potato chip

nice sun

nice cloud

tats bugis

this is the new bugis shopping center

motobike with lots of colour

i drew it, takes me alot of days to do tat

we look short and fat

outing with mbs + tom yam goong

first beer i bought

take outside egarage

my first subway, hahaa, serious

2009-06-27T15:06:00.002+08:00

my life is so much or betrayals and rejections, what kind of life i m leading to, why is me, about trust, i guess now i going to not trust anyone except me, giving my trust to friends and yet they abuse it, whats the point of being friends like this, rejections, ha!, i've been through alot, alot, sick and tired of this, why is it me, why, i tot if i dun have gf, i still have friends, but most of them cant be trusted rite, even if the outside seems like he/she can be trusted, but u dunno whats inside his/her mind thinking, he/she will just betray u if you just quarrel with them, or maybe from inside they sees u as a stranger than a friend tats all, trust no one, but trust yourself, thats all i can say..

2009-06-27T01:12:00.002+08:00

so confused, so whatever now, my heart dun noe wad it really wants
after 1 year of not getting into relationships, after rejections, and i went to poly, the path i chose led to you, yeah, is you
i met you, there are somethings tat are common in us, but not the age, age really matters, well, love cant be forced, i know, but a guy tat is younger than u, u all eliminated, if i m of same age or older, u may consider?, age, why we have age, just to differentiate who's older and who's younger, is'nt it, first i met u, after 1 year or 2 year of not getting in any relationship, i met u, i tot i can be with you, well, god is just playing with me, playing with my emotions, i wanted to get rid this word "emo" out of my life, well i guess i cant, you all may seems i am a happy guy(for mbs1w03)and a guy for now that doesnt talk much(for 5na) from the outside, well, with you guys, my friends, i don't show my sadness to you, maybe sometimes, after secondary 5, i can say i am always alone, being somehow left out, but i dont care anymore, haha, well, i keep saying to myself to be happy, but now i cant, i want to get back to you, the way that we just met, just chat, those happy times, i guess i wont get to talk to you like how we did, i assume you are trying to avoid me already, well, so, we had got back to strangers, you said we are still friends, but i dun feel tat we are friends, ha!, fine, i guess i gotta go, i think i got curse by some pple of my love life, haha! alws being rejected ever since after sec 4, haha.. i guess i wun have lover in my entire life from now, go be monk, LOL... end here.. its over

2009-06-23T16:50:00.002+08:00

ok, i reopen my blog alr:)
today i gonna type out whole lots of things over here
i pack my room today and found something, think its from sec2 or sec 3 one
hehe
this is by insights
a report about me by using DISC
so i m an Advocate
here it goes
A team player, Kai Zhun readily relinquishes personal interests and goals to accommodate those close to him. He is loyal to a fault; but others may sometimes question his unwavering dedication to current relationships and methods. Kai Zhun values security, and usually does his best to avoid sudden changes in his environment or situation.

Neat and orderly, others usually see Kai Zhun as practical. He needs adequate information to make decisions, and he will consider the pros and cons. He may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize his emotions. Kai Zhun likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and he will follow a logical process to gain successful results.

A warm, outgoing person, Kai Zhun enjoys having a high level of interaction with others. He usually finds the "silver lining" in a difficult situation, and typically enjoys the thrill of trying new things. He has a gift for influencing those around him and is viewed as an instinctive communicator. Others find Kai Zhun easy to approach and enjoy his easy, open rapport.

Kai Zhun would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). He is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around him as a good friend and listener. He tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.

Kai Zhun, as an Advocate, is a steady, sociable individual who strives for positive relationships at work and at home. He can be very detail oriented, and he tends toward individualism and independence. Kai Zhun may find it difficult to change his mind once it is made up. He likes people and tends to support the underdog. Kai Zhun may take opposing sides of a disagreement and feel frustrated if things do not go his way. Decisions are sometimes difficult for him to make unless his parameters of authority are clearly defined. Kai Zhun tends to be moderate, thorough and dependable.

Kai Zhun does not like conflict; rather than create conflict in a group, he may tend to let others do what they want. He prefers not to confront people unless absolutely necessary. He is inspiring, and is considered to be supportive by those close to him. He has the ability to focus his attention on tasks that need to be completed, and to work them until they have been finished. Kai Zhun displays respect for leaders, and is quality and service minded. He is people oriented, but can be detail and task oriented as well when the situation requires it. He is motivated through joint collaboration and likes to work in groups.

Kai Zhun does not tend to be argumentative, but will hold grudges if situations are left unsolved. This tends to happen due to his fear of confrontation. He may hae difficulty being honest about things if there is a fear that there will be devasting effects to a relationship. Kai Zhun prefers to make decisions based on facts as opposed to feelings. He is usually seen as a humbe and thoughtful person.

yeah, thats all, bye

2009-06-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

i guess i need to have a v strong heart, cuz everything i dun do on the outside, i did it in my heart,
my mind told me not to love u anymore, but my heart will continue to
i not gonna cry out loud, but my heart will cry
i wun take a knife and slash myself till it bleed, but my heart is bleeding inside
tried to give up, my heart persisted
my mind says" i dun love you like i did yesterday", my heart say" cuz today i'll love you more than yesterday"
trying to swim out of love, my heart sank right into it

can i use brainstorming technique and implied into love?
if i do, tat will be a stupid of me?
HA!
my heart will goes on...
my mind cant stop thinking of u
my heart cant stop loving u
why everytime loving someone will get myself sad
haiz....

2009-06-09T16:16:00.011+08:00

hmm, why i keep on have this feeling, this feeling that your are trying to avoid me, why ar?.. is it time to let go?, but i haven get the ans yet, hmm.. tml BS CT, sian, haiz.. nvm, get over CT first.. diarrhoe again... lol..QIU XUAN I LOVE YOU!!!

2009-06-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really really cant control my own feelings, own emotions, trying to be happy all the way is damn difficult for me when u nvr talk to me, nvr reply my msg, is so damn hard to control.. even though, if pple see me in sch, outside i might be happy, laughing with everyone, deep down my heart, is so pain, so sad:(.. COS down, and i find it is average lah, can say easy can say hard... haiz... i dun really like to have a sad post in my blog.. but.. today i cant.. :(..

2009-06-07T23:11:00.007+08:00

so stupid me, damn, haha..i had 2 chances to confess to her face to face, but but, i didnt manage to do it,u can say me scared, lousy, useless, haha..but, the prob is, yah, i m scared, scared that she rejected me and then we'll nvr be friends again?.. i dunno how she feels about me, sometimes it feels like she have feeling for me, but sometimes dun, its kinda confusing lah, haha..
hmm, talked about this week, today is the end of the week,
monday..
lets see, wad i did on tat day, hmmm.. cant rmb much leh, but i noe i didnt go for track and field..haha
tuesday..
after IS, around 4.30pm end, bathe cuz before tat is S&W, then go makan and then wait for qiuxuan, cuz go watch movie with her, had a great day with her, though is just 1-2hr time, wanted to send her home, but then cannot..lol
wed
after lesson do somethings and planning for the following day skid, then went our space play monopoly
thurs
nth much leh, cant think of anything.. hmm, wad i did tat day, ah! went to our space to do COS notes:).. yeah..
fri
went home damn early, they having the lecture talk, i alr at home liao, yeah, i didnt went for the talk..haha, cuz going out to see SYF showcase.. yeah.. gonna dress till nice nice mah, so need to prepare.. then after prepare everything, i went to lot1 to eat, then buy rose, then wait for qiuxuan, she coming with me to the performance, hehe.. and, the performance is nice, got to see all my classmates, not all lah, but most of them.. another great day with qiuxuan, this time get to send her home yah..hehe... erm.. quite happy and quite stupid that day too...haha
sat
went back sec school for practice on the dance.. doing smth for CFN...yeah.. dance till 1pm plus, makan the go home
today
treat father to dian xiao er, to celebrate damn forwarded father's day..food is nice and expensive too..haha.. ok tats all for this week
next week starting from tml is a stress man, cuz its COMMON TEST WEEK...!!!! haha... kk.. TO EVERYONE.. JIAYOU WOR!!

2009-06-02T17:41:00.003+08:00

i had deleted the previous post, well, tat post is becuz i m quite stress nowadays, 3 years of suffer, just live with it, i will have fun time man, haha... another day, is a brand new day.. hahah.. wad is yours will be yours, haha.. well, after going out with tyson they all ytd to kbox, and we sang out loud, all the stress has gone... haha, fun seh, CATS is down, left CT and then i can go enjoy liao, MBS03, when u all wanna go sweensen? after sweensen go Kbox again?
haha...this is poly life man, i cant live the way i used to during secondary school le, gonna cancel this word off, ~~emo~~... yeah...

2009-05-31T12:42:00.002+08:00

its been a month since we noe each other le, but then its been 2 weeks tat i felt u're giving me cold shoulder, it seems like we are drifted apart, rmb the times we chat so happily, now its gone, dunno itis becuz of ct coming or wad, haiz..
trying to be a happy guy, but i cant..

2009-05-24T12:47:00.003+08:00

not in the mood in blogging today.. upload some pic i took on wednesday..

this is qiu xuan

2009-05-23T21:48:00.003+08:00

well, different from ytd post, today i m way toooooooo happy alr, first, i got to go out with miah again..LOL.. likka gay sia, well, its been long tat we go out together leh, 1 JC another 1 POLY.. to have time and go out is so good alr lah... second, becuz of her, i m so happy ya...HAHA..
hmm, now i m wondering couples break up becuz feeling tat they do not have enough time for each other?.. well , i dun think so, if u can manage the time well, there will still be time for each other one rite.. even if the time together is so short, if u really love the person, it doesnt matter, cuz u will continue love the person.. even if ur sch are different, course are different, some how, some time, u will still try to fork up some time to find ur love, rite?.. well, take my friend as an example.. she have a bf and be together for 2 years liao, even they are in different course, different school, both of them is still together, till now, maybe forever... but, to be in a relationship, i guess, do not quarrel tooo much, for this, guys must have a big heart ba, well, in a relationship, i guess we should be honest towards each other, well, at least point out he/she bad point, maybe he/she can change, if not just accept it? tats all i guess though.. haha... u will do tat much if u really love the person.. well, thats should be the end of my post, and pple.. just ignore my previous post, i think i typing crap...HAHAHAHA... good bye!

2009-05-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

(22/5/2009)
haiz, this few days is a sad and tired day for me, haiz, why i keep thinking of u, well there's no way for me to stop thinking of u, why i have to be like this, love isnt nice , isnt sweet when we are not together, is like taking alot of knives stabbing into my heart, well, sometime i m just stupid to think this much, this method i always used to the girl i like, is not to be the one to be initiate to sms her, see if she will initiate and msg me anot for 1 day, well if she did, i can slightly say tat she wants to chat with me, but too bad for me, she didnt, thats make me sad, and anyhow think, and then conclude tat she doesnt like me, i noe i m stupid to do this.. well, thats my way to test things out.. well, then i guess she doesnt like me at all, she just treat me as good friend i guess, but i wonder, within like 2-3 weeks, is tat really possible to be a soooo good friends, so close friends, i dunno, for me, i dun think so.. haiz.. i tried to stop myself to being jealous, but today i cant, dunno why, friends tell me tat maybe she likes me, well tats maybe, haiz.. i simply cant be a happy guy, a cheerful guy, cuz i have a "creative" mind, a mind that have alots of negative thoughts, how am i going to survive for this 3 days, sian, cant stop thinking.. sometimes feel like giving up but there's a desire tat keep me going, well, let's see how things works...

2009-05-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

dead blog, dead post, dead songs, dead tagboard, everything is dead..LOL
hmm.. ok.. wad should i post?, ok, talk about today, as usual go to sch early in the morning, i dun like monday and wednesday, why, becuz i have a lousy lecturer teaching us BS, haiz, ok, so today 1st lesson is BS, study for 3 hrs, after tat break time at 12pm, then 1 pm start FSP, for 3 hr again, 4pm end lesson, and we started to plan wad to do for the IMA presentation, discuss for alittle while, went to meet qiu xuan go makan place to makan together..after tat went back to class to continue, after tat go home loh, thats my day.. lol
why is this always happening to me,haiz...

2009-05-12T18:51:00.002+08:00

ok, i guess this time will be an emo post, haiz.. liking/loving someone is easy, but being together is so much difficult, and now i m facing tat difficulty, and there's just only 1 problem, a common problem which around many the ppl in singapore will face it, i guess so, becuz of this problem i guess i cant be with her, why, its being long tat i feel so sad now, real long, well i guess i have to give up though, or maybe i must give up on her lah, if i continue, i guess i will be more sad, hmm, maybe this few years i dun have any "love luck" or smth, being rejected by 2 ppl? haha, then now have this prob, well, i guess i have to send more chain mails tat says if u dun send this to many pple, u will not be able to ge into relationship for 10 years or smth, LOL... i guess i have to her as my target to get good grades for my module, meaning like she will be the reason i get good grades for my module, just like how i did it during O level period, and SL is the reason for me to chiong and study, hmm.. hope things get better, or some day, that prob is not a prob any more
haiz, first u gave me the hope, and then you take the hope away...

ok.. talk abt ytd, ytd is damn tiring, having tough training for track and field, wah kao, cannot tahan, now whole body aching, then today need to go for gym, cant really do all the "assignment" today, tiring, tml having test, damn you BS lecturer, damn ur stupid lecturing, damn you fast talking, my computing maths is going to fail!!!..
haiz... end here haiz

2009-05-09T23:30:00.004+08:00

as i promised qiu xuan tat i will update my blog after variety show, so here i m, updating my blog, ok, we won the BEST PERFORMANCE FOR THE VARIETY SHOW. HIP HIP HURRAY, didnt expect tat we will win this prize, cuz theres one group is also quite good, i think is the FI one, but dunno which class, but i think they nvr win becuz their song change too much, and is more on style not funny?, i not sure, must ask the judge.. haha.. and i heard pple say we won becuz we have the poke buttock part, before the performance we went to the back stage, actually wanted to rehearse one, the team before is like sooo fast, and we have to go in, no time to rehearse, but luckily we trained before, we stay back in school just to do this, and luckily i changed the moves of the march and the exercise, cuz there's someone copy us also, before starting our performance, there's some problems, the problem is, no song played when we are ready, we stayed there for so long, around 2-3 mins, still no song played, then they close the curtain, and then the pple said that we have to dance with no song, after tat they asked the dj to find the song, luckily they said they found the song, if not we gonna be damn embarrass.. so the song played and we did our "stuns", i heard the group that copy us, ehing us, but we changed the steps, they cant do anything...WHAHAHAHA...and we did it well, though i forget to do 1 steps becuz i was trying to talk to kelsen, calling him to move to another side, but he cant hear it, and i heard quite a number of pple also say they forget some steps too... and it is becuz the stage is quite small, when we rehearse outside our class, is quite big, ok, after the performance we went back to our seats and watch other pple skid/performance, then watched a video, then they anounced the winner, 1st one i not sure wad is the prize, 2nd one is US, THE BEST PERFORMANCE, when they say, for the best performance, MBS03!!! we jumped up and yay!!!, and i went to collect the prize, cuz i m the class rap, hahah, so happy, the prize is sweensen voucher, total 100bucks, correction to jocelyn, is only 10 voucher not 20, haha, we will go to sweensen some day with those who REALLY contribute for the dance, including rupini and jervis, becuz we "kick" them out of the dance, but they also stayed back till late for the dance rehearsal, so u will be going with us, sorry to those two that never took part in the dance. i have to thanks all those who stayed back after class for the rehearsal, really, for once i was damn angry with u all, becuz not cooperative, but i really grateful that u all stayed back for the last last day of the rehearsal, and u all learn damn fast even though we changed the moves, and sorry for keep changing of the moves, haha, thanks kelsen for being with me for all the "trainings" and planning out everything to make it smooth, and being the one who dun wan to do the chao ah gua move,haha... thanks tyson for sending me the naruto algorithm march video, becuz of tat video, i change the 4rd move and the 5th move of the algorithm march, 1st, 2nd ,3rd , 6th and 8th move i thought it myself, 7th move is the same as the real video, haha.. for the algorithm exercise, i have to thanks darren for giving me some tips of the 1st move, and thanks darren, shafiq and xueqi for not laughing after the first move, and tat time we make the song from normal to fast to v slow, and the 1st move is the normal one after tat, they nvr laugh, they are the so called audience tat time..and that leads me for changing back the song to normal one and changing the second move, and it succeed with the help of kelsen for staying back late with me, and thanks to QIUXUAN for giving me the sushi, haha, maybe becuz of the sushi, we won the prize, haha, thanks to all man, good effort :)..

best performance

changed algorithm march, kelsen and weisiong

change algorithm exercise kelsen and me

2009-05-07T16:26:00.002+08:00

ok, updating my blog becuz qiuxuan the another dumb dumb say she very boring, HAHA, actually i have nth to update lah, maybe talk about last week and this week, about the dance for the variety show, kelsen and i have alot trouble controlling the pple in our class, not all, some of them, ok, kelsen and i stayed back school till night just to create some new dance move, being leader is tough, haha, this week, we only did 2 rehearsal for the dance, monday, we stay back till late, and we make new moves for the dance too, and wed, we show them the dance, we decided to kick james out alr, cuz he didnt even go for any dance practice.. everytime went away, bad attitude, ah! during monday tat practice, i got angry with the class and almost gave up and went off the class, but i didnt, if not kelsen also die.. haha.. ok, hope tml variety show can succeed, haha... and will be funny.. yeah, thats the end

2009-05-01T17:20:00.002+08:00

oh man!, still thinking whether want to join NRA anot, cuz i dun think i cant able to handle 3 cca, going for trainings is ok, but, when it comes to competition, and if every cca i joined have competition on the same month or smth, meaning i have to give up 1 or 2 competition... hmm.. track and field is confirm alr, and i missed the piano interview becuz wed i had diarrhoea due to eating yew tee KFC at night, and never go to school tat day.. damn...started practicing the "dance" for the giggs alr, and is not good to be a so called leader of the class, kelsen and me have to think alot of things, and some of them timing always crash, wanted to have training also difficult, and have to stay back soo late to think of the dance step...sian.. tired sia... but poly life is stil quite fun and time flies very fast..yeah.. end here

2009-04-25T01:55:00.002+08:00

talk alittle aboout cca i going to join
i've decided to join track & field, but mostly track,
going for NRA audition, hope i can get in, and training doesnt crash with T&F
going to learn piano:)
so i have sport, dance and music..LOL, likka style sia:)
end here

2009-04-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

ok... here to update my blog alittle, if not ppl will say i never update my blog,
ok, sch started ytd, so wad happen?, ok totally alot happenings sia, time somehow flies faster than life in secondary sch, went school early in the morning at 9.30am, went to LT 26 for some briefing, start at 10, end at 11am, and go for break, 2 hrs, break, went to convectional centre for the cca fiesta, is likka sooooo pack sia, then went collect the disco night ticket, yeah, kk, and then went back for lesson, well, the lesson is nothing much though, just so admin things, and then we can use lappy to play, yeah, then for some IT things, and end of day, end at 4pm
today also nothing much, went school at 12.30pm, go for IS module, 1pm start, talk about CATS, Creative and thinking skills, smth like tat lah, then end at 3pm, then went for S&W, sports and wellness, i choose the gym one, yeah... so next time i'll be muscular, haha, so tats for our day today, yeah

2009-04-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

WAHAHA, long time nvr had a nice and long post le rite, most of the time i just post songs lyrics haha, ok, lets start from 17 march 2009, thats the first day i went to NP yo have hell lots of fun,
ok thats the day we went for sports camp, we = jian lun, kj, gina, samuel, cheryl, rainer, yanzhi and me, gina and rainer same group(cyrus), cheryl and yanzhi same group too(osgood), jian lun(aztec), samuel(spartan), kj(inca), me(group 0) haha, cuz i didnt get any call from them, ok went to NP early in the morning, all of them went to their group and for me i went to this group 0, thats for those who signed up, paid money but no one call, or never pick up call went there, then will split into the respective group, namely, lycans, zulu, inca, aztec, spartan, osgood, cyrus and kadian, and im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lucky that i went into INCA, ok, at first i tot i was in cyrus or something, but then i saw kj, haha.. yeah same group as him lah, but i when i went in, everyone to me is like stranger, except KJ lah.. cuz i didnt get the chance to introduce and get to know everyone as i was in group 0 until we went around and play games.. yeah.. and slowly get to know some of them.. yeah.. ok, i am not going to say wad we did during the sports camp, cuz i can say i forget wad we did, not exactly forget lah, but i know wad we do but dunno on which day..haha.. 1st day, we are so stranger to each other, 2nd day we tried to mingle with each other, 3rd day we are so bonded together, 4th day we are so reluctant to leave sports camp, OK..i gotta say 3rd day night, ITS THE MOST SAD AND HAPPY AND SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BONDED NIGHT WE HAVE, on the 3rd day night, we had camp fire, we did a skid for our group, turn out to be nice, then after the camp fire we went to the hall again after that is bathing and the debrief, DEBRIEF IS LIKE SO WTK(wtk = wad the kao, tats my trademark) ok, why, its just simply so sad loh, GLs of our group except GMAN said our group suck, i dunno wad rauf said, qinghui say" i am disappointed with you all", aqilah say"i have no comment", and the best, taufik..he say" ok, lets say about ur performance today, lets do a rating, out of 10 u guys rate how much,(quite a number of us rate 7-8), but i dun think so, for today U ALL ARE 1 OUT OF 10, TODAY UR PERFORMANCE REALLY CANNOT MAKE IT, GLs HELPED U REFILL WATER, DID U ALL SAY THANK YOU, U THINK WE ARE UR DOGS ISSIT,(then kj shouted, i got say thank you hor)," then some girls started crying, i also almost cry, yeah, my throat feel sore, ok, then they stop, they say they are joking, cuz want to leave a memory for us, taufik feel guilty..cuz we trust our gls and we believed we do much better than the past few days, thats a very bad memory for us, till now i still cant forget.. haha.. ok.. then we had our night session talk, cuz the rules that we must go sleep at 12.30am is lifted, and alot pple didnt sleep tat night, everyone listen to ghost story, u can see inca is like so close together, talking to each other, yeah.. damn nice, sitting at the track, with such beautiful sky, and chatting with group inca, but i went to sleep at around 2am plus, cuz i m too tired, 4th day we played some dirty games, damn dirty, ok, then end of camp, mass debrief, and we won the overall best group.. yeah!!!!!!!
26 march i went to kss to collect o level cert and testimonial,
28 march went to sentosa with my 5NA group, and i get my laptop on tat day,
30march went to sentosa AGAIN, with? INCA GROUP!!!!! its like so fun so fun, went to palawan, oh, i can say their sand is like so rough, got many cuts when playing volleyball becuz of the sand, ok, we did alot of things damn stupid and damn fun, haha..actually they have a plan tat we went to watch movie after tat, but most of them dun wan, why? becuz the next day we have sports camp mass outing at sentosa again!
31march went to sentosa once again, lucky i have enough time to sleep, becuz i am soooooooooooo tired after INCA outing, ok this time they went to siloso, much better, cuz the sand is much softer, hehe, we played alot of volleyball games, and we played frisbee too, the most fun part is getting pple down to the sea, haha, we sabo alot pple..haha.. mostly girls, boys also have, but that one need alot pple to carry, all done by max, but he also kana by pple..LOL... we also played dodge ball in water..yeah.. and there goes the day with sports camp... then we went to eat at carls junior, damn full, after tat some of us went to the top of vivo, we are yanzhi, rainer, wayne, joyce, sze li, yong jie, chang wen, siu hang, firdaus, gavin and me, at first max wanted us to go watch movie, but we didnt go, so we went on top and have our own chatting session, wayne, firdaus, yanzhi and joyce sat near the water there and have their own chatting session, the rest of us, play poker and chatting, jianlun joined us after tat.. played indian poker, those who lose must drink a can of apple tea within a certain time, if not will kana pinch, after tat, took 2 photos and then we went off, some bused home, and some mrted home, and sze li is very easy kana bully, cuz wad she said is like can link to other thing, like "yongjie, lets bathe together" wad u think? haha..ok lah dun disturb her liao,
ok, this few days is like so damn boring, either than monday and tuesday, wed i went to NP for software topup and then i saw haqim, nigel, and jared..ok, yunxiang acc me go too, and he came my house and we played games.. L4D and blackshot,
fri 3rd april yunxiang and me went to KSS, to see see around ok, and i saw birthday girls too, MELISSA,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, though now is like so late to post abt it, but i alr wish her le, too bad, i nvr buy u anything, so sorry.. next time ba :)
and yah 2nd april is miah birthday, my good friend, :)
OK thats all for my post:)

2009-03-26T15:43:00.001+08:00

indeed, i m bad in being a friend to everyone

2009-02-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

here's a little song update

Escape The Fate - Harder Than You Know

You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I gotta wait (I gotta wait)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So if I'm the fire, you've become the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

2009-02-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

heh heh...tis post is for 31 jan one...i took damn bloody long time to post...lol..cuz lazy to login to blogger..i doubt ppl read it too...
ok...tat day went to great world city on my own... in order to waste time, i walked to great world city on my own.. from tiong bahru to there.. which is a damn damn long journey..yeah long... after i go shop around the great world city i walked and walked.. til i reached clark quay..dunno how i got there..but i noe i walked damn long..LOL.. ok... went to clark quay there shop also.. yah.. think is central mall..after tat went home alone.. yeah.. haha.. kk..end here.. pict for u to see lah

the great world city

is tat irvin's shop?

central mall de escalator

tats clark quay

this dress nice..not i going to buy it or wad..LOL.. i mean in my opinion lah...u all should go take a look...haha

2009-01-29T14:27:00.006+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR...LOL..KINDA LATE RITE
haha.. quite lazy to blog about things happen during cny lah..
ok first start with 23 jan lah
went back to sch to watch the performance..haha.. saw dorothy and cheryl when going to take bus, then after tat saw kj and jl when reaching limbang busstop..walk to school to meet yunxiang and miah(supposed to, but he was late)..went to school to look around..yeah.. and so on lah.. watch the performance, so so lah..then went around finding teacher to BAI NIAN..yeah...after all tat went home... at night went to malaysia..reached malaysia(my grandparents home)..my bro went to the toilet and saw a v big spider..wakao..is around the size of a palm..yeah.. damn big...
tats for 23 jan,
24 jan, erm.. nth to talk about... sleep for the whole day.. erm not for whole day lah.. sleep le wake up then eat then sleep again and so on lah.. cuz v boring.. not comp v boring.. nth to do..
25 jan.. CNY eve.. also nothing till night.. see fireworks and firecracker.. yeah.. tats for malaysia.. not lyk singapore..cannot put all this...
26 jan.. went back to singapore at around 4-5pm..yeah.. finally got comp to use.. but nth much happen yeah..haha
27 jan..went to my grandfather house(singapore) yeah.. watch lion dance and gambling..yeah.. lost around $10+ maybe more than tat... went home at night..
28jan.. go out alone.. loner rite..LOL.. went to imm first.. then to jurong library to find book.. then cannot find.. went to yishun, go the northpoint shopping centre walk walk..then went to the library to find the book.. finally found it.. never borrow..instead i took pic.. but not uploading it..
after tat went back to lot 1 to find my headphone.. too bad.. dun have... after tat went home.. yeah.. so tats all.. 2 new chinese song yeah..

tats the big spider..looks small..but it is v big..its becuz i zoom and take the photo

erm..tats my grandparents house..kinda old rite

till now still using tis type to cook

yeah...kampong

tats my ah ma make one..called (gu2 cai4 kuei4)..v nice one

erm..tats the living room lah

ah mi tou fo

the upstair bedroom

yeah..v old rite

malaysia 24h clinic.. damn funny.. look at that sign..PLEASE COME AGAIN.. who wan to go to see doctor everyday..

add on..erm..yeah.. kinda mosquito bite..alot alot alot.. almost 60+ bite... imagine.. so damn itchy..LOL

王力宏 - 摇滚怎么了

我刷了四个和铉天下太平
面带面具的笑容挂的僵硬
理性和感性无法谱成歌曲
我没写任何有意义的歌词

一声傲笑声音在飘woah

what's wrong with me?
wro-o-nong with me
我还相信爱怎么那么奇怪?

what's wrong with me?
wro-o-nong with me
我还相信人
i must have a problem

感情世界风起风停没预订
吉他提琴琵琶二胡全走音
我想吐 bleho 查不出任何毛病
医师诊断还是些无病呻吟

冰河消失连你也无声无息
人世间太多太多太多不确定

what is wrong with me
wro-o-ong with me
我还相信爱
怎么那么奇怪?

what is wrong with me
wro-o-ong with me
我还相信人
i must have a problem

一声傲笑声音在飘woah

what's wrong with me?
wro-o-nong with me
我还相信爱怎么那么奇怪?

what's wrong with me?
wro-o-nong with me
我还相信人
i must have a problem

王力宏 - 心跳

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

2009-01-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

here to blog about the courses i taking, yeah, i submitted liao..
1st) multimedia & animation(NP)
2nd) aerospace technology(NP)
3rd) audio-visual technology (NP)
4th) mobile business solutions (NP)
5th) game design & development (SP)
6th) chemical process technology (SP)
7th) product design & innovation (NP)
8th) network system & security (NP)
9th) optometry (NP)
10th) music & audio technology(NP)
11th) engineering common programme (NP)
12th) mechatronic engineering(NP)

yeah.. not talking about my results, damn tat english got me a D7, sian

2009-01-12T00:50:00.016+08:00

wahaha, so so so so so so so so long never update my blog already, becuz quite lazy to upload all the photos, haha
ok lets talk about 31 dec 2008
haha, ok, on tat day went to meet SOMEONE at mrt, give her smth then miah and me went around the singapore.. well, not exactly around the singapore, but we went quite alot different places, want to know..
now i gonna say it, first we went to queensway, went there to see shirt, but, dun have wad i wan de, walk around for awhile, then we took mrt again to plaza sing, i told him there got 1 guitar damn nice one, its transparent one, so we went there walk walk again, walk for quite some time, then we went to marina square to eat CARL'S JR, haha.. damn nice sia, and damn full, the drinks can refill until siao ar.. after we finish eating we walked to bugis to play LAN, go there kill time, becuz we waiting for ysabel, after LAN, we went back to city hall to find ysabel, went all the way to the 7 Eleven there, while waiting we went to toilet, and smth v funny happen
when i walked to the toilet there, i look for the sign, so i saw the GENTS sign over there already, but when i looked inside, i saw a lady, she was looking at the mirror, think she was making her eye or wad, i tot i went wrong toilet, so i double check the sign again, then i turned around and asked miah " eh, miah.. is tat a boys toilet?" i dunno i say quite loud or wad, but its just normal talking voice, and i think softer than normal voice, but the lady came out, she say "sorry sorry" then went into the girls toilet, LOL, then i went into the boys toilet, cant stop laughing, oppx..its v obvious to noe where is the boys and the girls toilet, even if cant see the sign, but can see the BIG CUBICLE wad, unless u all girls toilet also have smth same as the boys toilet.. LOL
then we went out and sat outside starbuck coffee waiting for ysabel, after ysabel and her cousin came, walked to marina square, then awhile more, send ysabel to city hall mrt then we walked back to esplanade.. cant find a sit, all bangalas over there, then we walk and walk, finally found a sit near the road, haha, we thought of go to the nearby hotel de staircase to look at the fireworks..but, we didnt,haha.. waited for 1hour plus, then 5,4,3,2,1,then pak pa lalalala, wooohooo, yeah.,.. 2009,yeah, haha
6 jan 2009,
went back to SCHOOL,, yeah SCHOOL.. kinda miss the school, but not the teaching, the study, but the school cheap food, the bookshop auntie, the basketball court, the parade square for us to kick soccer, the hall for us to play hand ball, the class for us to sleep, the class table for us to draw, my table, alot lah..haha.. went there to look around, miah want collect things, then we walked around the school, saw a few teachers, MR LOH..yeah.. v cute, but must takecare of urself, u say u hurt ur back, (ha, think he also wun look at my blog right).. then we eat cateen food, stall 5, too bad, some of the food change abit, but still nice and cheap, haha, after we ate, went to yewtee, miah wan open bank, wait for quite some time, in the end he say he got bank account liao, then went to far east to see shirt, too bad, dun have shirt, after tat went to peni to buy pants, buy 2 pants, yeah, i mean jeans, after tat we went home, yeah

8 jan 2009
went to ngee ann poly open house with cheryl only, yeah, but dun mistaken, we not stead together, haha, she have someone else liao lah..haha, look around ngee ann, quite nice, lyk some of their cca too, went there we saw stozer, weixun, khalis, joan.. yeah.. hope i m lucky enough tat for the lucky draw they chose me..wahaha.. ok end here.. now is the picture time..

miah's BIG onion ring at (CJ)

the beautiful esplanade

at (yishipineh)

fireworks(just look at all those firework below)

hope u all lyk it

tis one very nice, but too bad cant see the effect..cuz i too slow, its lyk exploding from side after it burst up

the final one

next time should take video

do u miss FOLK DANCE?.. i kinda miss it man

when we went out of kranj, i took tis pic

TAMPINES my hometown, (work with my father tat time take one)

two nice chinese song for u,yeah , heres the lyrics

大嘴巴 - 永远在身边

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
眼泪她为你流过也为自己掉过
对于你们的爱她总是抱着坚强的笑容
错过那些时间谢谢她的守候
是时候紧紧牵她的手带她到你的城堡裡
最近还好吗想念的心开不了口
枯想着妳有没有好好过担心着妳每天生活
你好吗最近如何照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过不让你担心多一秒
想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使给我力量能够坚持
那些关心问候翅膀一样的双手是我最幸福的所有
心裡面有你建的角落脆弱时我能够躲一躲
妳爱我像翅膀一样温柔的手
我要抱着妳不要再错过
你的爱是最蓝那片天空
cuz baby girl I'm coming back home
Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
幸福少了妳在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱不是悸动守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手
心疼妳会睡不好总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给妳依靠哄妳看妳笑着睡着
照片裡你的微笑我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念代替我亲吻你嘴角
想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使给我力量能够坚持
阳光灿烂午后我又在街上走你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属于我们的转角走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店还有熟悉的画面
oh baby girl I'm coming back home
Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
没有办法想像那画面
一个孤独的背影走在小公园
一颗心需要暖一双手需要牵
故事要有美好结局需要两双手来写
永远不是只出现在童话裡的梦
在身边眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始
恋人们要一起珍藏

黄义达 - 爱了才懂

雨落在没风的午后
雨停了气氛沉重
我们安静的听着心跳的节奏
谁都不开口
关于爱我们都不懂
向前走还是退后
试着找回当初那相爱的理由
全都是借口
相爱后我们才发现彼此不同
失去拥抱的冲动想放开手
相爱后我们才发现爱情过重
负荷不来的温柔渐渐失控
关于爱我们都不懂
向前走还是退后
试着找回当初那相爱的理由
全都是借口
相爱后我们才发现彼此不同
失去拥抱的冲动想放开手
相爱后我们才发现爱情过重
负荷不来的温柔渐渐失控
一路上雨下的好凶
落在我们爱情的尽头
沉默的坚持着能维持多久
说穿了我们没把握
去兑现永远的承诺
爱过了我们才懂
相爱后我们才发现彼此不同
失去拥抱的冲动想放开手
相爱后我们发现爱情过重
负荷不来的温柔渐渐失控
爱过了我们才懂才懂

2008-12-21T17:41:00.003+08:00

well well.. here to post smth since i m so bored at home... going to post wad i maybe doing next year when i get to poly life.. (i hope i can get into poly) i noe poly life will be very busy.. but i will get myself more busy..haha.. i want to learn how to play guitar..(although i noe how to play alittle bit) i want a electric/bass guitar..i've a acoustic guitar at home, erm maybe a classic guitar, cuz the last three strings are not those metal type one.. i wan to learn DRUM.. drum very cool u noe, the problem with playing drum is tat u need to noe how to split mind, meaning multitasking, using ur both hands and both legs, sometimes the beat timing will be different but u need to do tat.. and i wan to learn how to play piano, woohoo.. mr spider man (zhanhui) noes how to play, maybe go his house and learn, guitar, i can find miah or master chong, well for drum, no one in our group noes how to play, guess i need to go take up lessons, maybe find all in one de lesson, then i can play guitar, piano and drum together..woohoo, but this need $$$, guess i need to work/study(go school)/go for music lesson..haha.. tats all..bye

2008-12-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

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2008-12-08T18:15:00.003+08:00

heres a little update of my weekends
06 dec 08:
stay at home do nth..LOL.. after tat i started to draw pic to kill time,
around 6pm, went to eat, went back home to sleep, cuz i need few hours of sleep before going out for a long day in the midnight..
sleep till 10pm, bath and went out to meet kj, dorothy, cheryl and jianlun at yew tee,
after tat take mrt to meet samuel and weizhi at lot 1, then to jurong east to meet nathan,
why at this time we still go out? becuz we had to go for standard chartered for volunteery work..
their meeting time at jurong east was at 1am, we meet at 11pm becuz after tat no more mrt le mah..
so we "rot" from 11pm to 1am,went to some hawker centre to talk ...around 12.45am we went back to jurong east station to wait for the bus to bring us to padang, after reaching padang, we went to collect our shirt and goody bag, then we changed and went to meet our leader,
wait for everyone in our station to reach then we headed to our station
what we do?.. we do the most important thing tat every runners need.. which is the drinks
we have two types of drink, which is the mineral water and the 100 plus..our group do the 100 plus one.. at first we tot it would be easy, haha.. ok, so the race started, and after awhile we saw the black runners coming, which is all the elite runners, omg, they are damn fast and when they take the cup of 100 plus is lyk looking at the cup and suddenly the cup is gone in an instant..
after the elite runners, here comes the part, NO TIME to catch up and give drinks to all the runners, imagine 1000plus runners snatching for 100 plus and only 2 person pouring and putting the cups.. its damn busy.. while alot people are kind, but some are bastard.. call us to faster.. its tiring, after all the runners pass already, its time for us to slack awhile, but to tell u all we are damn sweet, becuz all the 100plus splash onto us, i m able to dogde the 100plus to go into my shoe, after slacking awhile, comes the half marathon runners, then once again another busy period, after all this we ended our job, but need to do some cleaning.. after tat we went back to padang at 10am, eat our lunch.. wait awhile then collect pur pay, waited for gina then headed home, went home first thing was to bath, then dry hair and SLEEP!.. yes its damn tiring, well i slept for 15 hours, but i wake up two times la..i slept from 12.30pm to 4pm, wake up, use comp eat dinner and then after awhile sleep at 8.30pm to 11pm, wake up again, watch movie and then sleep at 3am to 1pm(today)... now i m damn awake, but have some aching on my back, legs and arms.. while.. can say a fun and tiring day ba..

the set up

me and cheryl

SCSM

my lanyard

2008-12-04T13:23:00.002+08:00

new songs up

Ne-Yo - In The Way

Thought I get to see your face again
But my flight got cancelled wouldn't stop raining
So two days three flights later I touchdown
But there was trouble with you family and now your outta town
And I don't like it no this ain't cool
Feelin like there's something just don't want me near you

The world keeps getting in the way
Trying to get to you but it seems like everyday is something new
Baby the world keeps getting in the way
With you is where I wanna be but it just won't let me
Cause it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

And now were in the same state
But I be in the studio workin extra late (5 in the morning)
And finally I get to leave (I'm comin home to you)
But by the time I get there your already fast asleep
And I don't like it no this ain't cool
Feelin like there's something just don't want me near you

The world keeps getting in the way
Trying to get to you but it seems like everyday is something new
Baby the world keeps getting in the way
With you is where I wanna be but it just won't let me
Cause it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

And I don't like it no this ain't cool
Feelin like there's something just don't want me near you
Baby The world keeps getting in the way
Trying to get to you but it seems like everyday is something new
Baby the world keeps getting in the way
With you is where I wanna be but it just won't let me
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way

Lee Carr - The Way We Used To Be

Have you ever been tired of people asking "How you doing" and you say I'm taking it day by day.
Everywhere I go I feel like people laughing.
I'm so stupid 'cause I let my good girl get away.
My life ain't got no better, so you must not've got my letter.
So starting today I'm letting go of my mistakes.
Whatever you wanna say baby I'm listening 'cause I know.

I know that I hurt you and I don't deserve you
And you say it's karma but no
I just want one more
Give me an encore
Don't walk out that door, baby.

Just call the paramedics 'cause baby I won't make it
if you try to tell me you don't wanna be my baby
So don't say that to me
If we can't be the way we used to be.

You complain about the studio had me stressing
Whenever we playing my music
Had you guessing
if I'm out there on the low
And all you wanted to know was when I'm coming home
Now I'm like oh oh oh
Got me looking crazy oh oh oh
I ain't got my baby
Just tell me whatever you want me to be
Baby whatever you need
Shawty I'm listening 'cause I know

I know that I hurt you and I don't deserve you
And you say it's karma but no
I just want one more
Give me an encore
Don't walk out that door, baby.

just call the paramedics 'cause baby I won't make it
if you try to tell me you don't wanna be my baby
So don't say that to me
If we can't be the way we used to be.

Aww oo woah woah woah
Why can't we be, why can't we be what we used to be
Ooo woah woah woah woah
I don't understand it
Can somebody help me sing it yea
Ooo woah woah woah woah
Why can't we be, why can't we be what we used to be
Yea ooo woah woah woah woah woah woah woah

I know that I hurt you and I don't deserve you
And you say it's karma but no
I just want one more
Give me an encore
Don't walk out that door, baby.

Just call the paramedics 'cause baby I won't make it
if you try to tell me you don't wanna be my baby
So don't say that to me
If we can't be the way we used to be.

I know that I hurt you and I don't deserve you
I just want one more
Give me an encore
Don't walk out that door, baby.

Just call the paramedics 'cause baby I won't make it
if you try to tell me you don't wanna be my baby
So don't say that to me
If we can't be the way we used to be.

Lee Carr - Together

Since the day that we met girl
I've never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world ohh
If you make the promise to me, I'm gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Cause I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at..ohhh

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
And nothing never that bad
That we would be together
And we both made a mistake
And something never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you're so afraid but I can't write the wrong cd
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Cause I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life

Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at..ohhh

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
And nothing never that bad
That we would be together
And we both made a mistake
And something never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I'm waiting for
Because you give me what I needed more
Cause its clear that we are meant to be
Together we should be together
Eternally..Ooohh
And I'm gonna be.

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
And nothing never that bad
That we would be together
And we both made a mistake
And something never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
And nothing never that bad
That we would be together
And we both made a mistake
And something never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

Justin Delacruz - Everytime

E-V-E-R-Y-T-I-M-E

EVERYTIME the end is near
And EVERYTIME I hold you here
And EVERYTIME
Ah..
My heart just keeps giving me some free time

I cant complain
I gotta stop fading away
Change is a game that I gotta stop playing today
Just to make sure my life is honest
Like the words on this track as I write this on it
Cause I know its sounds wrong like and organ outta key
My granmotha died and left a grandson at three
Its harder than it seems when you vains get aquired
To the vains in your heart that’s starting out to bleed
Til you find yourself staring at your face in the mirror
And theres that sad face that looks familiar
Cause time regrets known as memory lane
Til your staring at your mistakes upon your everyday
But before I make a choice upon whatever I say
I be, Ima make a choice to be me
E-V-E-R-Y-T-I-M-E

The freedom that I had
Gives me another reason
to neva eva feel sad
neva eva feel bad
When I see you happy
it makes me glad
if we eva have a baby ill be the dad
ima be so rad
ima be the one to teach it how to add
Ill hold you tight please don’t get mad
I would always save my lunch money to take a cab
And ride it all the way up to your pad
But I gotta face the facts that I don’t have you
Remenicin about before thinking about you
I lost you now
But I want you back some how
i want you back in my arms right now
so tell me girl what you wanna do
u got a boyfriend but im here waiting for you
just give me one more chance and ill promise ima stay real true

EVERYTIME the end is near
And EVERYTIME I hold you here
And EVERYTIME
Ah..
My heart just keeps giving me some free time

EVERYTIME the end is near
And EVERYTIME I hold you here
And EVERYTIME
Ah..
My heart just keeps giving me some free time

E everytime single time I think about you baby
V is for the vain that will stand the pain when u become my lady
E is everytime I say a rhyme all nicely so don’t even ask me
R is the rhyme that spells the word everytime so that’s the line
Y is the reason because lately you’re the answer to my all my questions
T is the time that I will always promise to always get your attention
I got an Intention to tell you cause I gotta mention that ill be your protection
M is for my one and only selection
E is for everytime I actually learn my lesson

E-V-E-R-Y-T-I-M-E
E-V-E-R-Y-T-I-M-E

Ne-Yo - Single

Yeah...
Ahhh..
Hey hey hey

Everybody in the club right now, tell the dj to turn it loud
Baby girl this your favorite song, Baby girl it's your favorite song
This for girls who got their own car, this for girls who got their own crib
This for girls who got their own shhhhh... (1, 2, 3, 4)

If you came here by yourself tonight,
Cause' he wouldn't pick up the phone,
He was supposed to bring you here tonight,
Couldn't find him so you came alone.
It don't matter cause' you're here now, and the music you're enjoying
So for the next couple minutes
Baby imma be your boyfriend.

Pretty mama if you're single (hey), single,
You don't got to be alone tonight
So while the DJ play that single (hey), single
Just pretend that I'm you're man tonight

See you don't got to be alone, I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, girl I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, baby I'll be your boyfriend
Ooo be your boyfriend till the song goes off

See you don't got to be alone, I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, girl I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, baby I'll be your boyfriend
Ooo be your boyfriend till the song goes off
Oooo (ooooo)
Ooooo (ooooo)
Ooooo (ooooo)
Hey, Be your boyfriend till the song goes off

He don't tell you that you're beautiful (beautiful), let me tell you to the beat
He don't tell you that he love you girl (loves you girl), let me sing it in a harmony
Let my song get you higher (higher), we don't have to come back down (Nooo)
And if ever you should miss me (miss me), just tell the DJ run it back now (ohhh)

Pretty mama if you're single (hey), single,
You don't got to be alone tonight
So while the DJ run this single (hey), single
Just pretend that I'm you're man tonight

See you don't got to be alone, I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, girl I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, baby I'll be your boyfriend
Ooo be your boyfriend till the song goes off

See you don't got to be alone, I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, girl I'll be your boyfriend
See you don't got to be alone, baby I'll be your boyfriend
Ooo be your boyfriend till the song goes off
Oooo (ooooo)
Ooooo (ooooo)
Ooooo (ooooo)
Hey be your boyfriend till the song goes off
Oooo (ooooo)
Ooooo (ooooo)
Ooooo (ooooo)
Be your boyfriend till the song goes off

2008-11-19T15:24:00.008+08:00

OH YEAH!!!!!back from chalet and finally can use my comp already...
well..before chalet is prom night..ok let me tell u from the start of that day..
wake up early in the morning at 8plus..packed my stuff and went to yewtee..met qc and jl over there..and waited for rei.. well we had alot of things to take.. not just our prom shirt.. with our clothes for chalet..went to cck and met up with the others..around 11 people went chalet first..
so we board the mrt train to JE.. waited for zhan and yanzhi.. then went to boon lay for bouncing.. LOL.. meaning we get to find sits at boon lay as everyone went get off there wad.. then went straight down to pasir ris.. listen to songs on the way there.. and sleep..when we reached there.. tried to wait for a shuttle bus.. but everyone were v hungry so take SBS bus..went to chalet.. alot of stupid things happen make us lose much time.. the room is small..and we have to squeeze quite a lot of people..kk.. toilet only 1!.. so we take turns to bath all this.. and everyone started to style hair and dress up.. well..my hair is the most difficult to style cuz tats the first time i make tis hairstyle using hairspray.. well.. got help by qc and nathan..so headed off to orchard... cab there.. before getting there..everyone were perspiring already..me too..as i was in a rush before getting out of the chalet..and plus i wear 4 clothes leh.. but i take off my vest and my blazer..ok.. prom night...this is the so called last day we will meet our friends..
ok.. well.. actually there is nothing much to say abt tis day.. cuz mostly are the pictures tat do the talking..quite alot of activities.. and those are v funny yah..so lets proceed to the pictures..

this is jie kai(sean kingston) and me..see his bling bling..and he look chao ah beng..

shane neo!guan lan guy.. and he dun lyk to take photos.. well he have no choice

mr sticky man..zhan hui.. well he stick on me..and he lyk WHITE alot huh...

master chong, satanic chong!haha.. tats me and yunxiang

ri pun..rei and me..

hahahaha...i guess i taller... haha.. me and qc

bling bling JK and ri pun rei..

nathan... first photo he say v weird..so we take another photo

then he say second photo also weird..but nvm...haha..

weizhi.. no face expression?first photo becuz got pple behind

this is the second photo..see weizhi face still the same..hahaha..he damn colourful right..grey white and black...

miss tan...chen lao shi..
nathan dickson me miss tan and qing cheng

me and dickson..guess who help us take photo..theres some clue over there

me dickson and qingcheng

chao ah beng samuel.. LOL..cuz he dye his hair..then look lyk ah beng..haha..

fatty jianlun... hahah..

my sec 1 first partner..haha..change alot huh..miah..so tis is jeremiah and me..

halal la..first malay guy click with the chinese lyk us..but only for short while..around the end of the school days..me and syafiq.. come on lets jumpstyle

kj and me..he went to tailor his clothes..and just nice on tat day get it..if not he nothing to wear..LOL..

miss thng..our 3-4months maths 'O' level teacher last year.. lucky she came and teach us..if not i gonna retake maths man..
me, nathan, miss thng and dickson

omg.. she look so barbie doll..haha..emily = ai mei li = emoly..LOL
guess she love emaths alot.. why..her name say so
emily= e.maths.i.love.you...
well her hairstyle shocked me...haha.. different..really different..haha

jk and gina..first pic quite blur

this is the second pic

me and gina..both of us always being said by others tat we look lyk malay...
guess becuz we have dark skin

oh li oh li ohhhh..gorilla.. no lah..is paulyna lah.. we always call her tat..haha.. wa lao eh.. her fav quote..haha

"friend"...tats yanling and me.. we are "friend" rite..hahaha

dorothy..kj's gf..

me and xiang wei..th most horny/and unfaminin

nathan and xiang wei

ping ping..lol..me and chin pin

samuel and xiang wei(look at sam face for the three pic)

samuel and chin pin

samuel and chin pin(his face all look the same rite)

MR.MALEK...tats irvin,mr malek and me..

mrs chan..our fnn teacher.. v good teacher..haha..
jie kai, qingcheng, mrs chan, me and samuel..

jiekai and nathan

me and simlin

me and simlin again... mission accomplish

mr ong..our english teacher...LOL..me, nathan, mr ong and jie kai

xiao mei mei!!!...miss ho look cute rite.. well.. why she still dun have boyfriend ar..
miss ho and me

me and iyliana.. NEMO

omg..look at doreen..why so white ar.. i guess is my flash toooooo bright liao

ha!..photo using doreen camera

full body..pic..

some scandal..chin pin and rei

yanzhi trying to dig nose..and yanling trying to do come crap

i have a small mouth

dickson butt

ta ta chan..

irvin trying to kiss gina?

scandal again...haha

ok..this is the first video montage tat we do.. then mr malek call us to change becuz some photos are not good.. and i also decided to change the song..so change the thing totally..

this one is the second one... well.. at the intro part have the nathan and dickson video..but heard mr malek say the video is before food serve..in tis video..we added quite alot picture..so edit it again to

THIS..the finalllllllllll one... wasted quite alot of my time and keep on going miah house to do this thing..but worth it..u noe why... mr malek say..EVERY TEACHERS...including the PRINCIPAL AND THE GUEST OF HONOUR say our video is the BEST!!!!!..v good..yeah!!!..hard work pays off man...

chalet,
after prom night..went back to chalet..lucky for us..we have mrt to bring us back to pasir ris...if not we have to spend cash on cab.. haha...
chalet is fun.. and tired..
17nov
the night of prom + chalet..
well i did not bath tat night.. only wash hair nia... and nvr get to sleep well.. first night is all about organising the bags..haha.. stayed till 2 plus.. then i went to"sleep"..couldnt sleep lah.. cuz noisy plus uncomfortable.. plus running nose...
18nov..morning wake up liao..then this day..went to rent bike..OMG...finally can ride bike again...
went far far..then came back eat..
at night bbq.. miss ho and miss low came too.. then tat day is only eat eat eat and eat...
after that.. played psp.. and then me started to sleep.. comfortable..and i m able to get my sleep..for few hours.
today..pack up and went home...
so tats our days we will be together.. lets find some other time..we organise a chalet much more bigger than this...yeah..
tats all..bye

2008-11-09T15:27:00.002+08:00

this describe me..not emo..but

2008-11-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

guess i m right..so good bye for now

2008-10-28T17:08:00.002+08:00

~~chemistry p3~~
~~english p1 p2~~
~~history p3~~
5 more papers to go.. after tat is freedom..

2008-10-11T00:02:00.004+08:00

today is the last lesson of our school...
sadly we are leaving sch in no real time
after our Os..tats it..
good bye kranji
ok...
i m down with flu+cough+sore+throat
now i "break" my voice again..LOL
TO simlin and doreen...pls take v v v v v v v v good care of ur health
TO emily... recover soon..so u can study more..
TO weizhi, jie kai.. u also recover soon from ur sore throat..dun make it worst..
TO gina, since u have recover already, but must take care of ur health too
TO ALL THOSE TAKING O LEVELS..PLS TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH..U NEED UR HEALTH TO GO THROUGH THIS EXAM...SO TAKE CARE...DRINK MORE WATER..IF NOT U WILL HAVE TO EAT TIS...

5 types of medicine..(emily, sorry ar..i told u 6..hehe)

new songs up.. hope u lyk it

S.H.E - 酸甜

拆开了爱情的保鲜
赏味期限是没上线
凭我感觉自由来挑选
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

看到你的微笑像可口的樱桃
笑着对我说你好甜蜜到炸掉
快乐摆在餐桌我好想吃到饱
喝一口浪漫我就开始醉倒

偶尔需要吃醋刺激味蕾
好让你发现我是多麽可贵
加一点想念加一点冒险
幸福的滋味我调味

拆开了爱情的保鲜
赏味期限是没上线
凭我感觉自由来挑选
酸酸甜甜由我做主
品味着爱情的酸甜
赏味期限是没上限
平淡浓烈我都不拒绝
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

猜忌怀疑暧昧我都乐於体会
爱情是一种直觉没什麽绝对
我们天生一对真心就是绝配
酸甜的回忆每天都要回味

偶尔需要吃醋刺激味蕾
好让你发现我是多麽可贵
加一点想念加一点冒险
幸福的滋味我调味

拆开了爱情的保鲜
赏味期限是没上线
凭我感觉自由来挑选
酸酸甜甜由我做主
品味着爱情的酸甜
赏味期限是没上限
平淡浓烈我都不拒绝
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

酸酸甜甜的好滋味
由我来做主
啦～～～～～
酸酸甜甜啦啦啦啦

拆开了爱情的保鲜
赏味期限是没上线
凭我感觉自由来挑选
酸酸甜甜由我做主
品味着爱情的酸甜
赏味期限是没上限
平淡浓烈我都不拒绝
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

S.H.E - 月光手札

青春是窗边那份月光手札
遇见你至千至夜也无暇
曾经的夜里你会点灯开始写她
用世上最清脆温柔的笔画
你不爱了吧所以渐渐的将笔搁下
只剩我一个人傻傻
在月光下静静翻阅那些话

爱不爱我你都懒得回答
原来我付出的年华只换到你的潇洒
我的愿望奢侈吗
就算只是一小束花 oh~

爱不爱我你都懒得回答
我的眼泪你也慢慢别过头不再去擦
我是一把无奈的雪花
漫步在你给的炎夏

深情像无须灌溉那盆插花
所以你宁愿忽略了也不怕
没有爱了吧所以你渐渐不再看她
只剩我褪色的纸呀
在月光下没有人可以说话

爱不爱我你都懒得回答
原来我付出的年华只换到你的潇洒
我的愿望奢侈吗
就算只是一小束花

爱不爱我你都懒得回答
我的眼泪你也慢慢别过头不再去擦
我是一把无奈的雪花
漫步在你给的炎夏

爱不爱我你都懒得回答
原来我付出的年华只换到你的潇洒
我的愿望奢侈吗
就算只是一小束花

爱不爱我你都懒得回答
我的眼泪你也慢慢别过头不再去擦
我是那份悲伤的手札
只为等你写几句话

S.H.E - 安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里

我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一加一
努力就有结局 wo~

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

2008-09-27T01:14:00.000+08:00

wad are u waiting for.. since he had do so many things to you.. yet u still dun show or even hint him how u feel... so wad are u waiting?

2008-09-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

迷路兵 - 为什么还爱着你

一天过一天
明天再见这是你每次说的
一直都没有改变
你的无奈
我知道你的心已不再放开
这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在
我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心丢我在这里

一天过一天
明天再见
这是你每次说的
一直都没有改变

你的无奈
我知道你的心已不再放开
这是最好的决定

你的爱已不在
我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里

我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心丢我在这里

我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里

我为什么还爱你
为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因
你狠心丢我在这里

2008-09-15T23:47:00.001+08:00

should i hold on?
or let it burn
tis song is now my feelings
ok
bye
Usher - Burn

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time comin
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-'leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know it is through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

2008-09-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

so.. its been so many days le..
till now i still dunno the ans
do you love me anot?
guess i shouldnt love u frm start ba
now i m so sad.. so sad..
i think i should give up
wad do u think?
tell u smth..which i never told u b4..
b4 i like u.. i also lyk another girl.. which is also frm ur cca..
just the same as u lyk tat him..u say is 1 side love..
me too.. bt now i forget abt her..
can u?

2008-09-13T12:38:00.002+08:00

blog abt ytd
ytd went out to play pool at bukit timah
play from 2pm+ to 5pm+
during tat time..around 4pm+ i was so unhappy..
why..cuz i msg YOU at 2+ and u nvr reply me for hours
i was thinking alot of things..
after tat..went to eat..then headed back to lot 1..
walk around lot 1 for awhile then went to limbang park for the mid autum
walk around and look look at limbang park..
after tat went under block with sam and kj to do smth with candles.
while doing.. i burn my hand..
ok... only 5 ppl noes wads tat.. including me and YOU
send it to YOU..yet... haiz..

2008-09-09T18:22:00.003+08:00

haha..here to blog smth
ever since tat day.. after we "confessed" to each other..thing have change quite alot in school..
somehow..i wondering.. is it true or not..
ytd de thing kept going thru my mind.. issit tat u like him or not.. really.. i am so so so confuse..
man.. i really wonder..haiz
and u nvr answer me on the post whereby my label is i can wait, will you?
haiz..

2008-09-06T02:40:00.000+08:00

OLD SONG..HEARD B4..
by blue... hmm..quite nice..
heres the lyrics

"Best In Me"

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

[Chorus:]
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

2008-09-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

UPDATED!!
lame..
phone came back from hospital..haha
finally can see ur pic..
bye

2008-09-02T10:40:00.002+08:00

oh ho..i decided to delete that F*** post..LOL
ok..today went back school for chem lesson
mr shasi damn dulan abt some pple's result..
mine he haven mark yet..scare later result come out also bad.. then want guai lan me again..sian
ok..today he said.. at tis point of time dun find any girls.. say is ok to lyk a girl..but not go into a relationship..
go out sometimes is ok.. but not too into it...want to have gf wait till 'O' level finish..
cuz at tis time we will have stress.. well.. when we have stress we will tend to find someone to rely on.. so means finding a partner lah..as we dun have the mentality strenght..so will vent the stress on the partner..so if really get into relationship.. at the period of o level will keep talking to partner to destress..well after o level theres no more stress..and start to talk less to partner..eventually will break off..
he said that.. its easy to break off a relationship.. becuz it just a thin line.. cuz u and partner doesnt have blood related.. its purely on feelings.. its easy to break off.. just send 1 msg say want break off..the other one cry..the next day ok liao.. then if really in relationship..will tend to be distracted..so o level fail lah..go ite loh..
he said if cannot wait then dun take exam..if wan take exam then wait till o level finish..
true enough.. o level once in life time... cannot wait..the day come and u have to take it once and for all..relationship can wait..
he also say.. if result not good.. the girl also will leave u..why.. cuz u have no future.. ur future not bright at all...ok..
yah.. i love u..i cant wait but i have to..
i dun wan to vent my stress onto u..and end up break off after my Os..
so for now i will wait..instead vent the stress on u.. i vent it on my games and songs..haha...
girl.. if u really lyk me.. will u wait for me till i m done with my exams?..
songs for you..
simple plan - i can wait forever.. at song list no.13
listen to it yeah..tats all..bye

2008-08-31T22:12:00.001+08:00

u noe tat all those things are referring to u.. but wad can i do... who can tell me?

2008-08-30T15:51:00.003+08:00

the second song of my blog..i think this song is very suitable for me..
quite a very old song yah..

Angel

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Life is one big party when you're still young
But who's gonna have your back when its all done
Its all good when you're little, you have pure fun
Cant be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I want to show the nation my appreciation

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Youre a queen and so you should be treated
Though you never get the lovin that you needed
Could have left, but I called and you heeded
Taking a beating, mission completed
Mama said that I and I dissed the program
Not the type to mess around with her emotion
But the feeling that I offer you is so strong
Been together so long and this could never be wrong

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Uh, uh
Girl, in spite of my behavior, said Im your savior
(you must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, say girl i surrender
(thanks for giving me your love)

Girl, in spite of my behavior, well, you are my savior
(you must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, well, girl i surrender
(said thanks for giving me your love)

Now life is one big party when youre still young
And whos gonna have your back when its all done
Its all good when youre little, you have pure fun
Cant be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

Girl, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, youre my angel, youre my darling angel
Girl, youre my friend when Im in need, lady

2008-08-30T14:25:00.001+08:00

another day without u msg me..
its lyk a blade tat cuts rite through me..
so do i hav to wait for u..
guess u still lyk HIM ba..
hope all those guesses are wrong
hope..

2008-08-30T02:59:00.001+08:00

GIRL..i really really really love you alot alot..
but i dunno u how u feel..
issit the same as my thinking..?
haiz..

2008-08-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

wanted to say smth here..but dunno how to write..
damn.. aiya.. nvm..
bye

2008-08-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

ok..today have smth to blog
firstly..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIMLIN...
ok..
now.. talk about morning..it was raining.. and its lyk so cold.. man.. did our physics exam..after tat went to canteen and eat.. wait for 10.15am..just to see her.. oh.. i guess she doesnt notice me too..nvm..went home at 11am..reached home at 11.30am..bathed and then play comp..
play for hours..then kj come my house..he also play comp lah.. so we play till 4pm.. yeah.. till now i still playing..ok..
i have been thinking..wondering.. wad u say issit true.. ok maybe its just my thinking nia.. maybe its a lie.. maybe...
sad :'(
3 songs can be for u?..maybe not too.. when time comes maybe tis song will not be for u ba..
"Goodbye"

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

"Maybe"

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was [x2]

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

"Suppose"

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I care
And suppose that spent all my nights running scared
And suppose
That I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy
Suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights but we found that waiting through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you

My eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Slow way down
This break downs eating me alive
And I'm tired
This fire's fighting to survive

Tell me a secret (I want it)
Tell me a story (I need it)
I'll listen intensively
I'll stay awake all night
All of me is a whisper (So don't leave)
There's nothing left in me (Please help me)
Not even my body is strong enough to fight (Let's make this right)
Please help me make this right

Suppose that I was wrong
Suppose you were here
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just dissapeared

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too
But I'd rather be here with you

all tis songs from secondhand senerade...
my eyes really screaming for the sight of u..
my heart is not crying for u...
i now damn confuse ok..
3 days.. only 3 msg each day..
wad tis means?..
suppose i was wrong..
would u stay awake for me?
i wonder..reall wonder..haiz...
bye now..

2008-08-24T12:23:00.013+08:00

ok..today i shall blog from 16 aug till today..
ok..16aug..
went to botanic garden to watch some dance performance..cuz someone ask me go watch..so go watch loh..
before tat meet kj at 2.30pm.. then i went to eat lunch.. after tat went back home take umbrella.. cuz scare go there raining..as the sky is v dark..after tat kj said mdm teo lonbang us.. so we went to jurong east wait for her.. walk at JEC for awhile then went to the popular there wait for mdm teo.. after mdm teo came.. we got into the car..damn..her car so high class..OMG.. haha.. mdm teo drive quite fast too...
when we reached botanic garden..we dunno how to get there.. then need to walk damn long.. somemore need to see map.. after around 15 mins walk..we reach there..
saw our sch dancer over there..yah..
went there watch alot diff sch de dancer dance.. haha..
mdm teo also v li siao siao sia.. haha...
after awhile miah came too..then watch the whole thing till 9pm..went home with mdm teo again.. she lonbang us back home too... after tat went yewtee eat... then go home

the swan lake or wadeva

the map

nice waterfall ar

nice

me an rachel

smile

miah and ysabel

17aug 2008 - 19 aug 2008
forgotten wad i did

zhan hui's product

omg..shane pin up his hair

girl huh?

tats mr shasi..another li siao siao teacher

20 aug...
had my "o" level english oral..
starting quite nervous.. when having it..found out its not nervous at all..can say ok lah..
21aug..
QUAH YAN LING BDAE...happy bdae to her... morning 7 am went 7-11 buy some chocolate for her
22 aug..
PLAYED BASKETBALL FOR 2HOURS..lyk finally can play tat long.. but no stamina to play on.. cuz for lyk weeks or maybe a month i nvr run much..so no stamina loh.. after tat went home..bath and sleep for awhile..5pm went out and waited for kj..cuz need to go miah house to do smth.. around 6 pm went to keat hong find miah.. went to his house.. talked and chat and guailan..
then after his mum came back.. ate dinner and went to use comp.. to transfer pictures..
after everything went back lot 1 with kj..kj waiting for dorothy wad..
on the way back home..wah.. almost kana bang by a lorry sia.. we didnt jay walk..didnt anyhow cross road hor.. we waited pedestrian cross tat green man come out then walk one hor..then i was lyk talking to kj and then suddenly my sight view saw a lorry break just beside me...wahlao..tat driver drive damn fast and break damn fast.. 1 or 2 metre i think i now in hospital liao sia.. shocked dao.. sia.. wah.. sia lah.. 2nd time almost kana.. always at miah house there..lol.. ok..lucky nvr die..
went lot 1 walk walk..then after tat walk to yewtee..kj wait for dorothy at yewtee..then i walk ack home..

cool shit huh

ytd went esplanade there watch fireworks..
ok... around 2pm went to library study.. then wait for kj and miah.. around 6pm meet up with weizhi, samuel and kj.. miah 5+ came alr.. then at station there alot stupid thingy happen.. all wait for girl.. miah waited for ysabel.. so he went b.batok..then we go jurong east wait for weizhi de friend also a girl.. then waited til 7pm..his friend still at home.. by tat time miah came alr.. so we went to JEC to eat.. went food court, mac and kfc..all no space..LJS..sian.. not nice de.. after eating..went back mrt there find weizhi de friend..after tat board train and met up with gina at clementi.. sit for half an hour..reached city hall..
wah...damn lots of pple... after tat we went to esplanade..lucky found some 'good' place to see the fireworks.. took photos.. yah..but all not nice one.. not my friend not nice..is me not nice..LOL.. so then we were lyk watching fireworks in the rain..lucky not heavy rain..is those drizzling lyk tat.. after tat went back home..

ysabel on phone: mum i think i wun be going home..i stay at miah house

ouch..gina dun step on me leh

miah: u idiot lah

miah: dun care u liao lah.. ysabel so sad now sia

kj: talk to my back

samuel and gina having wrestling

samuel is in pain...oh my

fireworks

nice rite

wow wow

nice!

i m pro in taking photo hor

nice firework

is tat place on fire?

balls in the air

i m black

background with fireworks.but me not nice..haha

me and kj

oh man..finish?

why sky so red, with so many stars?

is tat shooting star?

looks lyk huh

zhanhui shooting up!

fireworks!!

nice nice nice

wah haha

the red colour fireworks

looks lyk sun rite

the sun exploding

bo ba

chey..is fireworks lah

fireworks shoot up

yeah..nice background

me an kj with fireworks as background

me and kj again

"click 5"..one missing

tats blur

me and weizhi

me and gina

me and kj again

pro rite..use the fireworks as background

OK..tats all ...
I LOVE YOU GIRL!!!

2008-08-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

blog something..lol
tis post is different from other post..
tis post is all abt me..
so look carefully
abt me ar:
eh.. hot-tempered(sometimes)
not from rich family.. i mean quite poor..LOL
sociable?..sometimes lah...
crazy with my buddy
quiet with girls..cuz dunno wad to talk..
love to play basketball..(quite long nvr play liao)
love to play comp games
hate to study (bo bian)
generous(somehow..see is on who lah)
love to run alot..
single..haha(for now lah)
can be happy and can be emo (to cure my emoness.. i will listen to loud and rock songs)
caring and kind? i think so ba..LOL
easily distracted
Aug BABIES
Outgoing personality.
takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted.
Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with
and talk to.Likes singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not
being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of
"that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld
or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a
suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or
"beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent.
Strong willed. A fighter.
tis is also quite true

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
also quite true..
tats all abt me ba...

2008-08-13T22:41:00.016+08:00

OK...lets blog today.. i wun be blogging so often already... unless got any event..hhehe..
let start from 08/08/08..
on tat day was friday, go school celebrate national day...LOL.. i took part for 2 event, the mr and miss singaporean and the human pyramid..haha...
so on tat day was damn busy, still need to wear costume..and it was the first time I AM WEARING PINK... lol... miss singaporean is emily.. i volunteer myself and ask emily to join me..hahaha... if not our class sure havoc one.. all dun wan dun wan de..
ok.. ndp was quite a fun day... starting watch the pple march and all those parade... miss the parade very much.. rmb last time i was standing with them...LOL..BOYS BRIGADE... i am SENIOR CORPORAL hor.. lol.. not sergent or staff sergent... lol
u noe why...becuz i stop going to BB at sec 3..after BB day..becuz tat mr samuel goh do nothing.. and its very boring..everytime bible bible.. fyi.. i m a pro buddhist..haha..
so yah.. then after tat was the pass down thingy.. and then mr and miss singaporean... need to walk to the "platform" and pose...-.-"..emily and i tot of a way..act cute..LOL..
ok..after tat was the human pyramid..lucky got time... and lucky i wear t-shirt inside already..haha..so just need to take off the costume can le...
we forced mr tan to join us..haha.. he bo bian but join loh... he very funny lah..haha.. damn...
but we didnt we at all..nvm..its ok...
i tot mr and miss singaporean we would win...but no.. other class win.. cuz emily de costume v nice loh..maybe it was me lah..hah...
ok...after tat went to sing song, then started to rain, and then after tat took photos

tis is emily..nice rite

tats me and emily..

group photo

papa bear..mr tan!

mr tan rocks!

group photo again

i cant hear u..by JK

red and white

i cant hear u again

nice photo

jk and zhanhui went daoing

wad u say?

one big group

singapore!

photo with mr ong

OK..the next day..
09/08/08
went out to watch fireworks..LOL..
ok.. starting met up with jeremiah at 2pm.. so when he came..i was lyk..lol..u noe why..cuz he was wearing red and his shirt with those singapore thingy..LOL...ok..we were crazy though... cuz it was damn too early lah..so we went take train as we got no where to go..so i suggested to him to go kallang..see there got any new shopping centre.. and i dunno which place have the shopping centre..is either kallang or kembangan.. so.. not so sure..yah..ok..on the train talk alot of crap and listen to music.. then when reach kallang..we nvr went out of the train..just stay inside and look whether got shopping centre anot..in the end dun have...then i told him that we go kembangan...in the end also dun have..so he said wan go bedok and eat good food..lol.. so i was there playing my HP games and he was watching me playing.. in the end we took to tanah merah...damn..need to U turn back to bedok..reached bedok...miah ate prawn noodles and durian chendol and i ate durian ice kachang.. lol.. after tat we got nth to do..so i said to miah tat i nvr been to white sands before... then we said..since still got time..then go there loh..so we went there..LOL.. crazy?...
when we reached there, i saw arcade..X zone.. lol.. the first thing was to go there and play the basketball game..indeed..my skill drop alot alot alot...last time can reach 600+ now only 400+...LOL.. somemore i struggling.. then play datona with miah..after awhile kj called and we had to go city hall and meet them..
after we reached city hall..omg.. that place was lyk freaking full...full of pple man.. then me and miah waited awhile... then kj they all came.. after tat we walked to marina square..wanted to eat there..but theres no more space..so decided to go kallang to eat..cuz i said that there also can watch fireworks... then we get going and board train..headed to kallang.. after reaching kallang..we went to coffeeshop to eat... then we went to ntuc first..to get drinks and snacks.. after tat we start walking toward the place where we could see the firework... before reaching the place.. we heard noise already.. firework already started.. cant manage to take any photo over there becuz of the trees..so we tot tat its over.. then miah called someone..ask whether the firework finish.. after tat he told us there should be another one at 9.30pm..so we happily walk to the place...on the way..the firework start again..tis time manage to get photos..but go building blocking..after the firework finish..we went on walking becuz there was not a good view.. so walk walk walk..and then cheryl wanted to go toilet and change... then she saw a cat..so i go took photo..first without flash light.. second with flash light without red eye reduction..LOL..tat cat freak me out.. after i took the photo with flash light.. the eye of the cat ar..so red..lyk wad sia..then the cat suddenly stand up..wah.. i jumped up..LOL.. scary..HAHA..
after tat we went to a place..beside an "expressway" i not sure...there de view damn nice..lol..also go "natural wind"..by the bus.. lol.. slack over there and waited quite long..took photos too... after tat..suddenly cheryl mum called her... damn.. she said tat the ndp already over..then we were lyk waiting for sooo long..and yet nth comes out..then miah say.."huh?... i tot normally 9.30 will have another fireworks one..just before the news started wad.." then gina said"yah loh yah loh".. miah said" then now showing wad sia.. mr bean ar?"so he called his mum...
on the phone
miah:" yah.. the fireworks end already ar"
mum"yah"
miah"huh.. then now showing wad"
mum"mr bean"
miah"MR BEAN!..ooo..okok bye"
LOL...we laugh sia...samuel said he can go buy 4D liao lah
after tat we walk back to city hall..quite a longggg way to go.. then after tat took train back home..

miah's backview

look lyk a girl rite..

the fireworks

nice?

those buildings blocking

the cat without flash

the cat with flash

lets do some gay shit

they love potato chips

advertising the chips and the greentea

they adverstise so long man

some colourful boats

yeah.. nice?

oh..guess whos butt is tis

OH..its kj loh

cheyl and me

nice pose rite

twist to the air

using glass to take photo

samuel hand is long enough

11 aug...
shane's bdae..
went timah to play pool...haha.. ok lah.. also nth to say about.just play pool till 4 + and then went to lot 1 and eat LJS..nth much...but jk very funny..we tickle him..we can laugh also..LOL..cuz his laughter very gay..haha..ok lah..HAPPY BDAE TO SHANE..

qc with some pose

OH..JK!!

qc again

blur image

some blur image..they was trying to kiss shane

i cant see wad is tis too

jk..with that gay smile

jk love shane alot

jk wan to hug shane

in the pool place

I WAS BORN TO TELL U..I LOVE YOU

love you

jk..pants...opps..is tat his????

didi... the baby we looking after now

cute?

finally end liao..wah.. from 11pm till 1 am sia..
i blog liao ar.. u got the whole fri to read it..since u only online on fri..haha..okok.. goodluck to me and my friends taking o level eng oral...!!!

videos on the mr and miss singaporean

human pyramid

human pyramid

i just hope u would reply my msg..haha
TATS ALL...BYE...

2008-08-03T16:51:00.002+08:00

ok..here to blog about ytd..
ytd 2nd august... its my birthday...haha..
morning went to school for some rehearsal.. the human pyramid thingy.. lame..go there for a few minutes then can go liao... ok..but we practice after tat lah.. then went to lot 1 with kj and weizhi..ate kfc..after tat go cwp..
then went home..kj came along with me.. cuz i need to bath and go find miah..but too early..miah say meet 2.30 pm..
so around 2+ lyk tat i went to bath.. came out.. only wear pants nia..lol.. then heard someone open the door..tot is my bro.. went out and look..dorothy came in..and then gina, cheryl, xiangwei, qingcheng, jianlun, samuel, emily, and irvin.. ok..v funny..v shock and v surprised..haha.. wait for awhile... came miah quek... haha.. ok..the v funny thing was.. they celebrate my bdae with sushi..LOL.. haha... ok.. but v nice.. thankyou thankyou..
they brought alot of food here... eat spaghetti, alot of sushi.. haha..dorothy's bomb.. lol..
a present thats fills my stomach..HAHA..
okok..so they slack around..watch movie also.. D WAR..the guys play maple..haha..after awhile more the girls all zhao home
left a few guys..went to watch movie at cathay...money not enough 2... i wun say who watch with me.. secret ar... money not enough 2 was damn funny..haha.. really funny...after watching the movie..we all went home...
thanks for the pple wishing me happy bdae(wei zhi, lim zhen, doreen, dorothy, qing cheng, kealvin, xiang wei, jie kai, irvin, cheryl, emily, dickson, syafiq, jian lun, iyliana, jocelyn, chin pin & her sis, jeremiah, chunyang,deborah, samuel, jill and rei...)
ok... finish my bloggin le.. half of my wish came true liao..but another half haven came true.. and will nvr came true..cuz its over le.. so.. haha..byebye

2008-08-01T20:55:00.003+08:00

here to blog something... long time nvr blog liao..cuz keep playing game...LOL... since now have the chance to blog so i blog loh..
day pass very very fast... exams coming yet still playing games..wth...
ok... this few days are quite ok lah...nth much happening..LOL..went for night study..
ok...me siao one..play game till 2am - 3am..then wake up 6am go sch...siao rite...
and yah... ytd morning went to sch.. dorothy's dance juniors was over there...so i sat down..then suddenly cheryl tell me..say tat rachel say i look lyk lin yu zhong..??!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!???!?!?!!!.. really meh... look lyk malay then got lah.. LOL..and rmb last time work ritz carlton, the worker, same as us..call xiaoyan..she say i look lyk wuzun...?!!?!?!?!!?!?!!wth..LOL...
ok lah...nth to blog about... 2 more hours..lol...
new songs for u..or maybe the song is old..but ok..the song is nice...listen it bah

"Awake"

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
But your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
That's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

2008-07-13T19:15:00.005+08:00

ok...now i going to blog about this week.. ok start from tuesday..yes.. i blog about it le..but to continue.. we did the cranes on tat day..after visiting doreen..somewhat on monday night..the crane idea came to my mind..so i check wads the meaning of doing cranes in wikipedia.. so found out tat pple who do 1000 cranes will be grant long life or recovery from illness and wounds... so i msg a few pple.. then got 4 wanted to do..so we started on tuesday..yeah. we did 200+ cranes on that day u noe.. by 3 hours..with 4 pple including me... xw and yanling came to join too..so yeah... after finish all the paper..i go buy 1 more stack of paper..went home and cut them out.. and at the same time i was doing the swan thingy.. yes.. i finish it
wednesday..
god is on my side... becuz they noe i work till very late so tat they it rain..therefore i can go back class in the morning and sleep in class.. then cheryl, dorothy and gina passed me the crane they did at home.. yeah... then soon more pple came and join to do the cranes.. emily, paulyna, carolina, rachel and yanzhi.. ok... so u see in class, these few pple are doing the cranes.. the only thing i scare is that they dun listen in class..haha.. ok.. so.. during lesson time they do and when their paper finished, they will come to me and take paper.. so after school, total crane reach 300+ and then i went to buy more papers.. yeah.. cut and then started to fold again..and we celebrate irvin belated bdae... this time jian lun, rebecca, shane, kevin and qc joined in too...yeah..more pple huh..so after we finish... i went back home and count... total cranes reached 400+.. and then i also continue fold the crane..
thursday
as usual.. the god is on my side..it rained again.. cuz i worked till 1.30am.. went to sch..to collect more cranes..hahaha... alot u noe... yah... its the same as wed.. pple are folding cranes during lesson..haha... time flies very fast.. tis time we cant do that much, becuz lesson end at 4.. when theres a break at 2..me and qc went to popular to buy more paper..1 stack of paper..inside 100 pieces.. cuz the crane already reach 600++++.. and just nice this 100 pieces of paper after cutting and folded will reach 1000.. so.. after 4 pm.. i went down and continue cut the paper..then emilia came in and learn...she folded one crane only..and then she made two heads..we laughed..she say cannot laugh..so cheryl ask why have two head one..she say.. becuz another one was a tail.. a tail must looked lyk tat one mah...LOL..haha..yes.. we continue fold and fold... then after tat we went home at 6+.. haha.. at home..i keep folding..my mum keep naggin..say.. dun do all these lah.. go study..i dun care her..LOL.. cuz i never tell her i do for who mah..haha.. then i fold till 11.30pm..then i suddenly fell asleep..so dunno wad happen..woke up around 12.30am.. found out my lights were off..and the music damn irritating.. then went to lower down the volume..after tat continued folding the crane.. and then the time reached 1.30am..its lyk so fast.. then i went counting the cranes.. count till 2.00am++..and the total cranes is 691..in order to make it a nice number.. i went on folding and make it to 700..so the time was lyk 2.30am+..went to sleep after tat
friday
god was not on my side.. didnt rain..have to go for morning assembly..so just stone there..damn tired.. after all the stupid thing..went back classroom..so alot pple gave me the cranes...add up alot alot.. then during lesson.. pple are still doing the cranes.. wow.. ok.. then after school.. we count.. total have 900 cranes already.. then cheryl they all brought papers to ngee ann poly..on the way there they do the crane..for me..becuz 4 days nvr played basketball..i went to play basketball...haha..after playing its around 4 plus..went to imm with kj.. to find something to hang the crane..bought a pink board and a box..then went home.. around 8pm...cheryl came my house continue on the crane..then came kj... after tat dorothy and ginny.. i dunno kj and ginny got do..but when they came my house.. they actually were helping us man.. so i went counting all the cranes.. when i finish counting.. we left 3 more cranes to reach 1000..and haha... we done out job..actually wanted to string up the cranes..but cheryl going back home..so we nvr do it.. my mum saw we do so many cranes..she asked..why do so many.. then i say is for my friend who is in hospital..= doreen..haha.. so we put all the cranes into the box first... and then they went back home...
saturday..
collected the board from dorothy around 12.15pm..cuz i asked her to decorate.. then went off "running"..haha..went to emily house there..to ask her to write wishes for doreen.. then yanling.. after tat miah came and find us.. after awhile.went back sch..cuz miah want take photo of his dnt piece..then we went to find xw..she meeting her bf..which was near the sch..so.. haha.. then after she wrote it..we went to ikea at queenstown.. to find the hanging thingy... ok.. then we walked around.. saw one very nice one.. for hanging candles one.. but it is heavy and cost $8plus..but actually worth it..cuz they discount from 28 to 8 bucks...then we found another one.. which was damn cheap.. but need to cut away something.. i dunno wad that thing called lah.. so..after tat i asked miah that anyone can lend pink metallic spray..haha..he called patricia..and asked whether can borrow the pink spray..ok..settle..cuz can lend...miah bought a hotdog bread which cost 1 buck.. and then we went off to city hall...cuz miah wanted to go bras basah.. he went there buy something for his dnt..after tat we went to look at guitars..saw 12 string guitars...very cool... haha... ok..after tat went back home..miah followed me.. reached home..saw cheryl in my house already..haha.. me and miah ate maggie mee...then we started stringing up the cranes...after awhile..dorothy and kj came too.. also start to string the cranes up.. me and miah went to spray the metal thingy into pink colour.. then after finish stringing.. we hanged up the cranes.. which was very nice...hahahahah... ok.. after tat..all of them went home.. i bath at 12 am.. and continued the hanging part..after tat cleaned up and do a card for doreen.. work till 2.30 am.. then went to sleep..ytd when i heard she discharging.. im so happy ok.. cuz the cranes actually works..hahaha..
today...
went to doreen house to visit her..before tat went to meet miah kj gina cheryl at limbang..dorothy came my house to help me carry things..becuz i dun have 8 hands...haha.. ok.. after eating mac.. went to doreen house...saw angeline and her friends there... then gave doreen all the things we did...she look much better now.. haha.. stayed for awhile..then we went home...ok.. there are pictures below..

tis is only 300++ cranes only

the swan i made for doreen

dorothy, cheryl and gina the crane maker

yanling and xiangwei the crane maker

paulyna, rachel and emily the crane maker

miah(not the crane maker) and me..with doreen's special pose

tis one ar...i cant find miah eyes ar

kj..the crane maker(the cranes on my bed is already 900++++++)the 900 cranes...(another 100 is on the other side of the bed)just nice man... it fills up the box

miah work piece

miah's hotdog bread

wad does tis look lyk?

12 strings guitar

cool huh?

can u see tat..12 string

i didnt mention we went to find patricia..took a photo at her house there..

those china pple..went to pluck rambutan

see... crazy... later eat already die ar

cannot tahan them

remember..is at block 511A

the cranes after we hanged it

NICE?

ok...tats all for today..haven eat yet..so hungry...bye

2008-07-08T20:15:00.002+08:00

oh...here to blog..
ytd went to visit doreen with jeremiah, cheryl and huilin at NUH.. doreen is sick.. she looks pale and very weak... see already heart also pain lah.. dorothy damn funny..ask me pass doreen something, a card and a packet of pockey..somemore chocolate flavour..when i gave it to doreen...she smile... and quickly take the pockey and hide it... we stay for few minutes...then the nurse came.say the doctor wants to see doreen..and taking her for dental checkup.. oh..before tat..she told us in a very low voice..saying tat she burn her vein..or should say the doctor burn her vein.. cuz the doctor gave her anti-biotic which is too strong for her..and then burn her vein.. now her right hand feels painful.. so..after she went for checkup..we went to have lunch... waited for 2-3 hrs for her to come back... yeah...when she came back is about 4+, 5, already..then while we were talking..the nurse came again..now changing of anti-biotic(i think so).. OMG... the nurse start to inject her hand..omg... i dun dare to see man... is not tat i m scare.. is tat when i saw doreen face.. with tat painful look... i really cant watch it anymore... i just wish tat the one tat the nurse is "poking" is me... after tat we went back to jurong east..went to imm for awhile and back home..
today..suffer from "depression"..cant really study...cuz still thinking wad happen to doreen.. askin myself, why her, why she need to suffer tat much... why this world is just so unfair.. haiz..
during ss lesson, i fall asleep.. so after tat i heard some fucking irritating noise... WHY MUST PPLE INSIDE THE FUCKING CLASSROOM AND THEY ARE SO FUCKING NEAR AND THEY SHOUT TO EACH OTHER...shout non stop... girls and boys... lucky got izwan...call them to keep quiet.. ok.. i hate irritating shouts.. and also.. after school.. the are so near to each other.. and they use shouting to communicate..can u imagine..someone who is talking to u..a girl voice..which is lyk normal conversation...and this guy beside u shouting to his friend which is just infront of him.. and then u cant hear the girl who is talking..asked her repeat again.. when she started to say again..that guy shouts to his friend again..which make u DAMN FUCKING ANGRY... so i shouted at him to shut the FUCK UP..oh...he then angry wor... say..this is his normal way of speaking to tat someone.. say.."u dun understand me meh"..yah i dun understand u..why u need to shout when his is just infront of u.. idiot.. and tell u "DUN NOE IS NOT AN EXCUSE"...fucker..
today yah..i damn du lan damn emo..and damn depress..so yah..tats me today..
see ya..bye

2008-07-05T20:09:00.003+08:00

YTD
went for dance concert... a great day i should say man... ok... first started off when we all were in school... morning assembly, the dancers went off so damn damn early... omg.. then we have lessons... first is chemistry..second is english and last period is history.. after school played 1 match of basketball and then i went home... play com for 2 hours and went to bath, start prepare everything liao..change hairstyle..(only for tat day)...haha...cuz ytd is special day..DAMN SPECIAL OK...
meet kj and samuel at yewtee..then headed to bugis to meet emily they all.. yah.. ate at food junction then we went to NAFA... waited for awhile... around 7plus the show started..yah..took video of the whole thing...part by part...hehe...

Dance Conert 1(very shaky)

Dance Conert 2

Dance Concert 3

Dacne Concert 4

Dance Concert 5

Dance Concert 6

Dance Concert 7

Dance Concert 8

Dance Concert 9

Dance Concert 10

Dance Concert 11

Dance Concert 12

Dance Concert 13

the video are in order..yes...after the whole dance.. a difficult mission for me to do..yes.. those who noe it u will noe wad i m saying lah...my heart beats damn fast and fast when i got nearer..OMG...hehe... here are some photos...we took

me and the pretty lady..EMILY(ai mei li)

Click five huh?

do u see cockroach?

twist!

click 5

informal

ok...after leaving NAFA...me and miah went to eat supper... ROTI PRATA...had a great time with him...yes... after tat we went back home... haha..
u are so close to me.. so close.. but yet it just two words.. nvm...hehehe...i am still happy
STUPID SHORTHAND..she rejected me when i ask her to take photo me...hurhur..
ok..tats all..bye